WHAT IF...
what if I myself am preventing myself to being who I'm suppose to be?
what if I myself know what I'm doing wrong and don't make any changes to it?
what if I myself don't know how to just be myself?
what if I myself am afraid of standing up for myself and being who I'm suppose to be?
what if I myself am already not obeying the law?
what if I myself am wasting to much money and time on education and not doing well?
what if I myself am unsure what study path I'm suppose to follow?
what if I myself have regretted not completed my high school?
what if I myself have offended countless people without realizing until now?
what if I myself have unconsciously lie and lied to people who really care about me?
what if I myself have not put in any effort into my studies?
what if I myself have done something that I should never ever do?

Arhh I can't stand it!
There's so many what if.
What am I suppose to do?