Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Yes I can be extremely selfish and unlreliable at times.
I can be extremely rude and inconsiderate to other people.
I never experience many things because I don't try at all.
I think I may be afraid of many things that's why I'm stuck in this comfort zone.
Haven't dreamt BIG for a long time.
I'm such a noob...

Monday, October 27, 2008

Just one word.
Complacency.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Hmm somehow in the last few days or so I miss my gong gong a lot. Don't quite no why.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Last night I baked for the very first time in a long time.
Baked a butter orange cake for cell tonight hopefully it taste good.
Pretty much decided that I should bake more today to try out new recipes and stop idling and wasting time.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Anyways I've decided to change my layout because of everything that's been happening in the last few days. I've decided to get a fresh new start/out look on things that are to come and things that I will be facing. Camp was awesome I guess even though I didn't feel much of it but deep deep down inside I know something good was deposited. The theme song was Amazing Grace and yes now I know the lies and the deceit of the devil and now I have renewed strength and confidence to be who I am suppose to be. Yes I know my chains are gone and I've been set free and I have to continue to pursue and love him more and more each day and just draw close to him which I haven't in the past. Well the past is the past and now is now and I've decided to make that change for the better. I know now that I am victorious in Christ Jesus.

Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)"
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine