Sunday, May 31, 2009



This song reaffirms me that I should continue no matter what even if I don't feel like it and I know that I can't do it but I think I can still try.
I have to make a big decision in this coming week.
Am still praying about it.
Not quite sure what to do about it.
I'm going to sleep.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I'm such an idiot had a shouting match with the mother earlier today.
Argghh gosh just don't know what to do with where I'm headed.
Should I just quit or should I just continue with the course?
I always mess up.
I want something new.
I want something to be accomplish.
It's wearing me down.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Life's pretty much been up and down good and bad.
I worry about the littlest things and making it such a huge thing which doesn't really matter.
BLAHH. BLAHH. BLAHH.
So it goes.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Gosh I'm not satisfied.
Excuses and only excuses that's what I know.
and it's aching me this life I lead.
I want to just run into your arms.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I'm messing up other people's life as well.
What is the problem in the first place?
Not happy not happy.
I don't even understand.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I'm so tired with all the assignments.
It's draining me and I don't like it.
Someone please Help Me!