Just finishing the fourth week of Tafe. Lots of assignments and a lot of the work is getting harder. Missed out on movie night on Tuesday because of the morning's events. No more hopping and aimless wandering around. I want to change for the better. Life is not about worrying I should live life with joy and spent quality time with friends that I care about. It's been far too long that I've kept things in and running away from them. I want to shout out loud that I am loved by the almighty Jesus! Getting on with it I've been busy packing...NOT REALLY felt really lazy and not motivated to do anything. Just been sticking onto the laptop and just surfing the net and reading manga when I know I'm supposed to help out in the house.

Year 2008, a new year, new beginnings, new hope, new friends! It's now already the 2nd last week of February. Time has gone by so fast. Currently into the 3rd week of Tafe and so far things are coming out smoothly. This semester units are somewhat difficult for me and also there is a lot of group work and assessment. Somehow starting from somewhere I need to communicate and relate to my friends and not be shy and just be open and not keep things in too much. I don't want to be the same person I was before! I want to look forward and try not to look behind at the past. What's past is past now is the present. Trying not to hold back! Don't want to be lazy. Even though some units I am doing again, even though some people might think I'm stupid and laugh at me I want to not feel bothered about what their thoughts are. I just want to be the real me, the one who can find happiness, the one who has hope, faith, strength to believe that all things are possible in Christ Jesus and to realize that I am not alone!

Holidays are about to end! Been in Singapore shopping away, eating lots of food, catching up with friends and relatives. Gosh I've put on a lot of weight yet again.