Wow I'm already week 6 in Tafe, time flies so fast!
I've handed in assignments and I sure have to change my priorities.
I should not be doing the assignments on the last minute making me sleep at 4-5am in the morning, not good for my health.
The lecturers are all mainly nice and helpful except for one who is a bitch.

i am feeling sick and very tired.
can't take it anymore, this restlessness.
this, just this in general of this mediocre life.
i feel so blehh, ugly, disgusted.
don't want to be don't want to be living like this.
don't want to be don't want to be anything like this.
don't want to be don't want to be so empty.
don't want to be don't want to be, don't want to be don't want to be...

yet again I've failed myself.
yet again I've failed other people.
am I a failure?
I don't think so and I know someone who says and believes that I am not a failure but some part of me says yes.
it's just the voices in my head.

Hey guess what all?
Tuesdays are the worst days of the week for me.
The lecturer is boring she doesn't know her work to teach us, she is repetition and speaks to us as if were children.
Another bad thing is I stay for extra classes after that.
I'm sleepy through out the whole day in school.
The subjects are super hard and too wordy to understand.

Bahh I've still haven't done my assignment and is due in first thing in the morning on Monday.
It's actually quite straight forward and easy to do but I can't be bothered am currently having a migraine and I'm sleepy been procrastinating on this assignment since mid week last week.
I so need to go shopping and reward myself for being to pay attention in class.
Need to go for a shopping trip very very soon!
I'm also currently listening to Bollywood music on last fm radio very bored at the moment.
Last night was a success for the Mask night at Hui-Fu's house yesterday.
Sinead brought her friend Michelle, the usual girls were there but a lot of them were missing as well.
So happy that I didn't break out in hives/rashes since my face is super sensitive to cosmetics or make-up or even facial wash stuff.
I brought refreshments there, I made a chocolate cake which is the instant one and also some filo pastry with cream cheese and other things in it and it tasted delicious yummy!
All in all it was a fun night where we got to know each other more!