Earlier today had to buy the drinks for flo's birthday tmr.
So crazy was buying so many drinks and people were like staring.
Had to tell them the truth and also felt really bad stripping the drinks off the shelves from Coles.
Gahh can't stand it my hair is falling out so much! Arhhh!!!

Anyway it's been a while but I can't remember the details of the remaining North Trip but will probably post pictures up some of them.

North is Beautiful.
Went up north pretty much the first week of the holidays.
Didn't really have much time to travel/visit places but visited a few.
Broome was pretty, cable beach Sunsets were lovely.
Zendus Restaurant(not sure how to spell it) was really good because of Armin and whose not to forget Noodle Fish.
Where the adults couldn't find the restaurant they thought it was an Asian restaurant and went to every Asian restaurant near that vicinity and then they finally asked a Chinese lady where the restaurant is.
It was located at a corner that is secluded from the other restaurants really quiet. When it came to taking orders being my mom she asked the guy whether they had Noodle Fish and he was like joking with her describing what the dish is and he was like sorry we don't sell that and we were like laughing.
Food there was good especially not to mention the delicious dessert. Yummm Panne Cotta and others that I can't remember now.
Can't really remember what really happened throughout the whole trip.
After Broome passed by Port Hedland to get to Exmouth.
Did some touristy spots at Exmouth can't really remember what they were but I'm pretty sure we saw the Lighthouse there and a creek or something.

This song reaffirms me that I should continue no matter what even if I don't feel like it and I know that I can't do it but I think I can still try.

I have to make a big decision in this coming week.
Am still praying about it.
Not quite sure what to do about it.
I'm going to sleep.

I'm such an idiot had a shouting match with the mother earlier today.
Argghh gosh just don't know what to do with where I'm headed.
Should I just quit or should I just continue with the course?
I always mess up.
I want something new.
I want something to be accomplish.
It's wearing me down.

Life's pretty much been up and down good and bad.
I worry about the littlest things and making it such a huge thing which doesn't really matter.
BLAHH. BLAHH. BLAHH.
So it goes.

Gosh I'm not satisfied.

Excuses and only excuses that's what I know.
and it's aching me this life I lead.
I want to just run into your arms.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I'm messing up other people's life as well.
What is the problem in the first place?
Not happy not happy.
I don't even understand.