About time to update what happened over the holidays.
Been living in my new place which is situated at Wellard.
Florence came over to help me unpack some of my things and she slept over as well.
Went shopping for my cousin's wedding which I will be attending this weekend.
Helped out in the Winter Olympics for children's church.
Had a babysitting job the other day without pay.
Danson and Florence stayed over as well and played Guitar Heroes.
Attended my niece's 1 year old birthday party.
Anyways spent most of the time at home unpacking.

WHAT IF...
what if I myself am preventing myself to being who I'm suppose to be?
what if I myself know what I'm doing wrong and don't make any changes to it?
what if I myself don't know how to just be myself?
what if I myself am afraid of standing up for myself and being who I'm suppose to be?
what if I myself am already not obeying the law?
what if I myself am wasting to much money and time on education and not doing well?
what if I myself am unsure what study path I'm suppose to follow?
what if I myself have regretted not completed my high school?
what if I myself have offended countless people without realizing until now?
what if I myself have unconsciously lie and lied to people who really care about me?
what if I myself have not put in any effort into my studies?
what if I myself have done something that I should never ever do?

Arhh I can't stand it!
There's so many what if.
What am I suppose to do?