I'm not to sure of things as of this moment.
Should I be in a relationship should I not?
Been struggling in this for a while am still seeking.
But for one thing I'm sure of this is my heart's cry no matter how bad or how wrong it is at the end of the day.
Having learnt from enrich last friday about yearning.
I am yearning for love and friendship and I'm not sure how to go about that.
I'm sick of it all, sick of it all...


A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Celebrated Fabian's 26th Birthday last week.
At Vic Park at some pub/restaurant.
The food there was not bad and reasonably priced.
Also last week was the first time for me exercising for a long time.
Exercised with a group of people at King's Park Jacob's Ladder.
Pretty tiring after that felt sick for a while.
Anyways on Saturday went to watch football match at Burswood with a few people after that then went to Paddy's for a bit then headed to Utopia for bubble tea but the kitchen was already closed so went to the other places that sells bubble tea. In the end finally got myself a bubble tea.
We then headed back to Utopia to see if the Karaoake was available but it still wasn't so we decided to head back home because it was already so late.

Where am I headed?
Where am I going?
At this point of time I have no clue at all.
Just doing the usual which doesn't really satisfy or mean anything.
Life should be a breeze but it's so damn confusing and complicated.
What have I done right or what have I done wrong.
Without much guidance or help along the way.
Am I to selfish or did I just walk the long and hard way the difficult path which should actually be so easy if I just obeyed and trust and relied on friends and on teachers.
What have I done for 6 years.
I'm so lost in it all just over my head.
What is friendship which I don't even try at all.
It ain't just easy for me, I've think I've lost it.
But all I'm clinging onto right now is HIM who will enable me and all things are possible in HIM through HIM.

I'm extremely happy today because first up Tafe called me and told me that my wallet is safe with them. All my cards are in it except for money. Thank God and yes I believed that he has kept it safe for me. Will be collecting it today in the late afternoon.

OMG I'm in big trouble. I didn't realise I lost my wallet until after dinner.
Sob my Singapore Identification Card is in it. Man am so going to call up Tafe tomorrow because if it's lost then it's very troublesome because will have to report a lost Identification Card. Will take a long time for the processing of a new Identification Card.