What I feel sometimes!


I can honestly say that I'm not a true friend!
I left my high school friends without saying anything or sharing anything about myself or problems face through the past x amount of years. So sorry!
I've been living in the days of the past while I should be enjoying life in the now.

Anyways today was an ok day.
In tafe passed my monitor work operations test which in fact I did study.
Had budgets class which was alright didn't do much but some workings which now I understand.
Had to stay behind to do some Fidelio work which I'm behind but I've already catched up in it.
Anyways took care of my nephew today for awhile because Sean had his graduation to attend.

Frustrated at my ownself.
Lost in my own way.
Looking for ways out but there's perseverance in there somewhere.
Only know how to disappoint my family and make them angry.
Pretty much keep everything in and not share with anyone.
Been doing that for the past x amount of years.
Don't even know what my future will hold for me.
Old habits die hard.
I underestimate myself!
ARHHH!!!

What a glorious day yesterday. I attended Joslyn and Joseph's Wedding!
Congratulation to both of you may this journey bring you closer to God.
After the wedding we went to Heathcote to take pictures and then we played cricket.
I think I got sun burnt a bit so can't be bothered writing.