It's all head knowledge that I know that I'm loved just the way I am.
But at times I just don't see it.
3 years has passed.
I've made promises and broken them.
I've regretted so many things not being done.
I don't even know who I am anymore.
I'm losing interest in my studies it's not the same.
Somehow I'm living a double life.
I may be laughing and all smiles on the outside but on the inside I'm crying and in pain.
I'm not as innocent as you think I am.
I've done something over and over again that I should never do and yet still.
I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!!
