HOLLA EVERYBODY... LONG TIME NO SEE!!!
Finally Tafe's over and I'm currently having my mid term break.
School will start again on the 24th of July.
Yeahh anyways was not to happy with myself.
Had to re-enroll in 2 subjects so that means my diploma I will only be doing some of the units and have to complete the other units like another time.
Hmmm anyways moving on.
Yeahh I came back from Agape camp on tuesday.
Camp was awesome, it's so different from previous camps.
Yeah the people in my dorm were Jess Tran, Flo, Flick, Monique, Amy Loh and Janice.
Anyways my game group was called Sappers. Cool heh I think it means demolition engineers eg those people blowing up buildings.
Mmmh we were learning about from the book of Nehemiah.
About how Nehemiah rebuild the walls and how there were opposition against him but how God stood by him. It also talked about how to restore our broken walls and also how to rest in God.
In camp I spent the most time with So-En and also made new friends like Jacquline, Samantha.
The food at camp was really good and we ate lots and lots like maybe 6 meals a day.
The worship was really awesome, something different, something new.
Yeah also had some encouragement/word from God from people telling me that I'm Special in his eyes. That I'm his precious daughter. That he has a plan and future for me and that I don't have to worry and also don't have to compare myself with anyone else. Even all these things said it did made me feel a little better. I know all these and everything I've done and learnt it's a process between me and Him. I know my ways are wrong and I know I want to change. It will take time and I am willing!

1 More week and a bit to go before the School Holidays are here!
I so can't wait for it.
Agape Camp is this coming Saturday...WOOOT WOOOT!!!
Hmmm yeahhh so I still haven't done my powerpoint yet I going to do it as soon as I figure out what to put in it. Hmmm yeah I have 2 freaking resits to do tomorrow. Stuff it I bet I'm on re-enroll again.
I HATE IT A LOT. DON'T KNOW WHY I DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M DOING ANYMORE.

Hmmm booo yeahhh and hooo rayyy!!!
This week at Tafe is pretty hectic.
Have so many tests and group assessments.
First off Kylie's accounting tests I failed it!
It's so annoying and I hate it!
Hmm Norma's class is ok! I thought she was going to be hard on me because I haven't completed the assessment yet.
Suvitri's class I only pass o1 subject. I'm so stupid if I had handed in the interview a few weeks ago I could have pass. Just because I didn't hand in I passed the other bits of that subject just because of the interview thing I have to re-enroll again. IT'S SO UNFAIR. ): The group presentation was great!
Tuesday still got to do resits. It's so annoying!
I HATE IT!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS TO COME!!!
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Goshhh it's been a long time since I realy actually studied. I think it was like 2 months ago maybe? Shocking eh! I should start somewhere. I got tests the whole of this week and group assessments. Someone please help me I don't know what to do and I seriously should stop stressing and worrying about it. I do tend to worry on the slightest of things and then the whole day in class is like stress. Mmmh anyways I don't know what to do. I was suppose to be studying but then I got distracted yet again. Anyways enough of my sob/sad story.

Far Out...So many tests to study and so many assignments to do.
My group is so unorganise. I hate it!
I don't even know what I'm really doing and it's annoying me.
Enough of my complains so here goes holidays are coming up soon.
I think like another 3-4 weeks.
Also Agape Camp is coming up!
Hehe so excited.
Last night cell was really good, it wasn't normal cell.
It was just worship and prayer and fellowship after.
It just lifted me up and I soaked in the presence.
Didn't feel tired I felt stronger and I know I can face whatever comes my way God's help.

I'm so behind in my work. I need to finish Norma's Database and do research on my power point presentation which I have no clue on what to do or how to start or how to put the information down. That sux I hate it a lot and it's also suppose to be a group work. Geez can't the group members at least tell me what to do? Or what kind of information to be put down? Hellloo can't you see that I'm stuck!!! For Kylie's class I will be having a freaking accounting test on Tuesday. I still don't get it! I understand the formulaes and stuff but it doesn't stick in my head and I have a tough time figuring out. Hopefully I will be able to pass and also I still have to do another resit test for Kylie. Goshhh it's so hard. Anyways Restaurant class I got a test as well which is on Wednesday. So many things to remember and study. For Bar class I also have a test! Geezz why do they freaking put so many tests on the same week. It's hard enough for me to study and concentrate on one but how many tests do I have? At least 4 tests. It sux real bad but anyways that's part of life. Have to learn how to deal with it. Also I still haven't done my interview yet for Suvitri's class and it's way way way overdue. Dammit! I can't. It's soo annoying!!!

What a great weekend I had.
Frstly on Saturday I went to a friend's birthday party.
Met her friends and also got to know some of my classmates better.
The food was really good. We ate sushi which my japanese friends made, homemade pizza, chicken, spring rolls, curry puff and apple pie with custard. We also played some party games like Twister, Musical Chairs and Paper Dance.
It then it was finally getting late we all then took group pictures.
My brother picked me up. Anyways my parents will back at midnight with Krispy Kreme Doughnuts...
I didn't pick them up because my brother went to Amy/Allan's house to play Wii and Sing Star at like 7+ and then after his picking them up from the airport and also I was tired out from the days event.
As soon as my parents stepped into the house I headed for the doughnuts.
Krispy Kreme and Dreamy Doughnuts are thee best!!!
And then helped mom to unpack her luggage and hahaha I got new clothes!!!
2 dresses and 2 tops...Yeahh I wanted new clothes!!!

Secondly on Sunday we were a little bit late for church.
The service was really good and we had a guest speaker.
We didn't finish until like 4 something 5.
After that I went to soccer with my brother.
It was freezing and I didn't play soccer was talking to Pearl the whole time.
After that it was getting dark so we all went home!
Then once I reached home I started seeing the korean drama that Emerald and Pearl lend me.
Omgg the korean drama is so good it's called Sweet Spy.
The actor is soo handsome and dreamy. Ahhh my <3
Dennis Oh my<3

Thinking about it I don't know what my future would be like.
I've been putting things off for a long time.
I haven't been doing anything.
I haven't been doing my assignments.
I haven't been studying.
I haven't been keeping fit.
I haven't been reading the Bible or spending time with God.
All I know is that I have been really lazy.
And I realised that I don't like it.
I want to change but do I really want to change.
Anyways I'm having a headache now so this post is crap!