Today in the morning I had english tuition. After that I went to my parents shop to help them out because one of the workers have to leave early. I think we reached there l2.30pm. In my parents mshop, I work as a cashier. The takings(earnings) wasn't good. Went home at 6.30pm. Had bah kut teh soup with rice for dinner. After that I ate a chocolate icecream.

Today is boring. I helped my aunt with the prune cake she made today. It taste so nice and yummy! I guess I have to learn how to make it because I like it a lot. Anyway, today is also my cousin Sean's birthday. Happy Seventeen Birthday Sean!!! Yesterday during science, we did something different from other days. Mr Bun gave us crossword puzzles to solve while there was loud music playing. He wanted to find out which condition we work better in and what distracts us. At the end of it, my eyes already cross eyed and I was crazy because of the music, so that make me sing throughout the next class. It was soo fun!!!

I forgot to mention something. The other day, I think it was Monday. I gave Bibiana her present that I bought from the Body Shop. It only cost $9. After that she lent me two manga books that she borrowed from the Riverton Library. One of it is called Kare Kano and the other one is called Marmalade Boy. Out of the two mangas, I like Marmalade Boy the best.

Anyway, i haven't been updating much. First thing is that my aunty from Singapore is now here in Perth taking care of her son which is my cousin because his exams are drawing near so my aunty is here to supervise him and takeing care of my familly. Today I didn't go to school because I am feeling sick. I stayed at home.

Yesterday was like the best day of this week because, I went to Harbour Town to shop with Jennifer and Yvette. Me so naughty because I didn't have enough money so I borrowed Yvette's monoey. Guess how much I over spent... I think it is $88. I got scolded from both of my parents. Anyway I worked in the shop, so I think my parents cooled down. I hope tomorrow I can go shopping with Junee. I not sure whether I can go because of yesterday's incident. I won't use other people's money again and I don't think I'll over spent. I wish and hope I can go out shopping tomorrow.

Me boring, so boring got nothing to do. Anyway I am all excited for tomorrow because I am going shopping with Jennifer at Harbour Town but first I have to work in my parents shop for a while then my mom will drive me there to meet them. Today in the afternoon I was looking at another skin/template for my blog and I used it. It is the marron 5 skin/template. It is so nice.

Sunday after church, I didn't follow my dad back but I followed uncle Rick to his place because they had to get something to bring to aunty Ivy's place because, all of us are having lunch in aunty Ivy's place. While waiting for uncle Rick and his wife to get ready. I went into Junee's room with her. She allowed me to borrow 4 of her magazines and she also let me use her deoderant because I didn't want to smell because they have a dog and also I didn't want my new jeans to smell. We watied for about 10 mintues I think. After waiting, we left the house and went to aunty Iv's place. When we reach there, some of the boys were playing basketball. Firstly somebody prayed before we ate. Then we ate rice with ikan bilis, chicken and bbeef. After lunch, we had worship which then lead to the testimony of uncle Peter and aunty Dorean on how they became christians and the difficulties they faced in their family. It was very touching and interesting. After their testimony, everybody prayed for them especially me. After prayers we sang 3 more songs. when that was over, we had the deserts. Yummy!!! Yum!!! The food was delicious!!!

Mxpx Rocks!!! I like their songs!!!
Here goes the lyrics of 2 of the songs from Mxpx



RESPONSIBILITY

I don’t want this responsibility
And don’t use me because I don’t agree

Why lie, do or die?
Why lie, do or?

Responsibility? what’s that?
Responsibility? not quite yet
Responsibility? what’s that?
I don’t want to think about it; we’d be better off without it

You think I’m so simplistic
I’m onto you and your tricks

I’m still young and I’d like to stay that way
’cause growing up won’t make everything okay
I’m still young and I’d like to stay that way
I’ve got a voice and I’ve got a lot to say
I’ve got a lot to say. . .








You Found Me

Thought that I was- was a goner
Everyone had written my life off
Dreamed about better days
and hoped that I could make it happen somehow
Someone please -please help me
I'm dying from the inside out
Come to find out God loves me
Come to find out I was not alone
You found me - you found me - you found me...
Regeneration, a new sensation
the rebuilding of my broken heart
I've put my faith into action
I've got a clean, a brand new start
The more I seek, the more I find you
It seems the wonders never cease
How can I ever re-pay you
Help me Lord to see just what you say
You found me - you found me - you found me...
Empty dreams, hollow schemes
Don't get trapped into the things of this world
you'll find out like I found out
Hey! They just won't fill your life no!
You want life - Real life?
Then let Jesus find you like He found me
You found me





Enjoy this lyrics!!!

Yeah... Me soo happy!!! Why? It is because today I went out to Carousel with my cousins and my brother. Che Che Jac bought me a pair of jeans from Jeans West... I am soo happy because it is my first pairs of jeans! It is soo cool!!! Anyway, with my own money I bought 2 sweaters and a skirt, which together cost only $50. Soo cheap eh because it was like on spring sale. After shopping, we all went to watch a movie. The movie we watched was Wimbledon. It is soo funny. Guess what...in the movie I like 2 people. First it is Peter Colt's friend and I also like the Ball Boy. Soo cute and handsome.

Yesterday I decided not to go out. SO I stayed at home and watched Slam Dunk. After watching I surfed the internet. I had instant noodle for lunch. Then I watched Slam Dunk again. Nothing to do...Soo Borring, should have gone out. Around 6.30pm, mom came home from the shop. She then brought me to Garden City because my aunt and cousin was there. Went eto walk and look at stuff. Nothing interesting to buy. So we went to Carousel. Also walked around in Carousel. I bought a boost smoothie drink. So yummy!!!

Yesterday, went to my parents shop. Anyway I helped out in the shop and also my aunt and cousin from Singapore came for holidays also helped out in the shop. Saw Jia Leh working at the shop. He say it's his first day working. Never see him working soo hard. Me always disturbing him by talking to him when he working. My aunt supposed to go out lunch with her friend but her friend forgot. Her friend only came to the shop to pick my aunt, my cousin and me around 2pm. Her friend took us to a cafe to eat lunch. Shared lunch with aunt. After that we went to Harbour Town to do shopping. I couldn't find anything good there to buy. When finished, we then went to Subiaco to buy cakes, after buying cakes we went into Susan to look at clothes to buy. mY aunt bought me a stripy pajama pants. Soo nice. When finished shopping, we went to my aunt's friends place. Had tea there. The cakes were nice especially the straberry one. WEnt back to the shop. Had dinner with the whole family at Golden Century because aunty Mona and uncle Bob, both going back to Malaysia. What a wonderful dinner.

Yeah...So happy!!! Why??? Because it is the start of my 2 weeks holiday break from school. Anyway yesterday, my cousin, che che Ann and che che Sarah planned to go watch a movie with me and my brother in Southlands. Had no transport to go there. So my cousins Ann and Sarah after painting their house at Leeming walked all the way from Leeming to Soutlands. As for me and my brother, we also had to walk from our house which I think is about like a 5-10 minutes walk but the most annoying thing was that my brother kept teasing and annoying me by making up this walking game. For example, I had to walk ahead of him but if I fall behind him, he will count up to 30 seconds for me to catch up and be ahead of him he threatnened me if I was more than 30 seconds behind him, I can't watch the movie, he won't take me to the royal show sand stuff similar to disturbing and threatening me. Reach Nando's because that was where we are suppose to meet my cousins, che che Ann and che che Sarah. Was complaning to them what happened, they said it was good exercise. After that Sarah paid for our tickets to watch the movie Dodgeball. Went into the cinema, was surprised to find that seating behind us was che che Sarah and che che Ann's parents were watching the same movie as us.

Today I didn't go to my parents shop to work. Just didn't feel like it. Instead I stayed at home. What did I do??? Nothing really except "waste time"...just did some science worksheet but still haven't finished. I should have done more...I got heaps of stuff to catch up on like english homework, S&E assignment speech overdue but got extension until monday then on tuesday got to do extended answer on it, got science test to revise, got maths test to revise on, both test on thursday, got to cook on wednesday-still not sure what to do for presentation, CBA can't cope with it because I still don't understand and stuck on it, library english work TOAD way overdue but working on it slowly because that cause a lot of marks for english, not really sure about the other work...been not that good in work this term...not sure why? Anyway, my cousin's Ann and Sarah came over, they bought pizzas, had to make fried rice while they were watching Starsky and Hutch with my brother. I finished cooking but missed the first bits of it. After that movie we all watched 8 Mile. Yeap...enjoyed myself tonight really did. I hope there will be more of this in the future!!!

Oh yeah!!! Yesterday was such a good day because had a barbecue in my cousin's house but I forgot to call Esther on her birthday to let her know that I couldn't make it. So delicious the food that we ate last night. Yum Yum!!!

I don't want to run away from problems in my life. No matter how hard or difficult it is. I just want to stand up! I want to learn how to fight for what is right! Not just cowardly running away, hiding from problems as though I don't have any. I want to learn...not hide... If I do I will try my best to be courageous. I'm sick of hurting myself and others. I need courage! I need friends who can encourage me! I don't want to be the same old same old person. I want to change for the better!!!

This week not that good been feeling down coz I don't feel like talking about it. But today is like the best of the week. Went for PDL tonight at the lighthouse. It was awesome. Got a word from the youth pastor. It really encouraged me a lot. After that uncle Henry picked me, Raphael, Jennifer and James up to go to his place. We had supper there. Yum so nice the mango gummy sweet. So addictive, I ate a lot of it.

Haven't been updating for such a long time. Been busy. Last saturday, there was this huge youth event called Adrenalin. I went there and enjoyed myself. Nothing much really happened.

I am so angry and annoyed at my mom and at myself. I am so stupid. I slept after school and I missed my math's tutition. Mom found out and then she ban me from going to the last social of the year. I threw this huge temper at my mom but she didn't let me attend. I am so dissappointed and embarrassed at myself for behaving really really badly. It's so unfair. Life is unfair!

Guess what happen to me after school yesterday. I brought the wrong house keys so I had to wait for my cousin sean to come home. While waiting I weeded the back garden a little bit. After that I fed the fish only to dicover that there was a dead duck in the pond. So I called the next door neighbobur to help get rid of it for me. So sad to see the dead duck. I think it died because it got choked by the overgrowing algae in the pond. Disgusting...a dead duck? What is it doing in there? Anyway mom will be back from Singapore around midnight or later. Dads picking her up.

I arrived in Perth early morning around midnight. So tiring got to go to school have to sit for s&e test and a maths test. Double whammy today. First is I got not enough sleep then I have test then I heard from my group that they kicked me out of their group because I wasn't in school for the whole of last week, they think I didn't want to be in their group so they finished the group assignment without telling me what to doa nd they left me out that means I got to do the assignment by myself. I think it will take me very long to do it, at least I got extension. So stupid...So annoying...