Yesterday, my family had dinner in aunty Mona's house with the rest of the Ong family. We had left over's from the night before at aunty Ruth's house. We ate nasi bryinai with egg and chicken. So yummy the food!!! After dinner, I watche the TV which showed extreme makeover. When the show had finished, I had desert which was apple strudle. Then it was time to say goodbye to Jason, che che Sharon, kor kor Moses, aunty Poly and Sa Pek because they are going back to Melbourne. During the goodbyes, Sa Pek, gave me $100. Then, Ji Pek drove them to the airport. they will be spending the New Years in the plane. Me, and mom went back home first. I used the internet while mom was watchin the tv. Dad came back like 10 minutes after we reached home. About half an hour to an hour's time, my brother came home from the airport. I was doing my ownt things and then I counted down to New Years. Once it was New Years, I greeted my brother, my mother and my father Happy New Year. So that was how my New Year's went.

Christmas has been great because, my cousins from Melbourne came down to Perth. I am so glad because I haven't seen them in a very long time. My cousin Sharon is about 5 months pregnant. I'm so excited because I will be an aunty. The christmas season was good but in South East Asia it is devastating, horrbile because of the tsunami. It is so sgocking to hear that people are dying because of the tsunami and there will be many homeless people. I will be praying for the victims to recover. Lets's all just gather and think of the people who are dead...1 Mintue silence starts now.........................................................Remeber the lost!!!

I am so free now. Having Summer holidays at the moment. In friday and saturday I have been working in my parents shop. So funny working there, because of this worker who is so funny. Today after church, my mom, brother, shaun, and my couisin's and my aunty and uncle went to eat at Kali's which is at leaderville. I think it's a difference compared to the usual eating places. The fod there was great. I ordered a clam chowder soup but shared it with che che Jac, also ordered a chocolate milshake and fish and chips as an entree because the soup was a big potion for me. after eating I was so full. I am so excited because my cousin Jason and his family well be arriving in Perth tomorrow night. They are going to spend christmas here. It would be so fun and interesting.

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I went to school feeling it would be a normal day just like every other days but unfortuantely, something more happened which turned out to be hilarious. I was in science so were the rest of my class. We had no lessons as it was like the second last day of school. The teacher wasn't in class. My friend...this guy decided to do something "disgusting." He took out his shorts(don't get gross here, he was wearing boxers...so don't scream!) He exchanged his shorts with one of my friends who was a girl, who was wearing the school skirt which is like a tartan skirt(the ones like scottish wear) she put on the guy's shorts before taking her skirt off and they guy took the skirt and wore it. I was so funny and hilarious. Everyone was like laughing at him but I don't think he really mind because he find it amusing. Another friend took his camera phone and took pictures. It was so funny. I couldn't help my laughter in so I laughed away( I don't mean to be rude but, when does this opportunity ever come to laugh this badly) In the end they changed back/vice versa.

One more thing to add that happened on last saturday. The saturday is special because we have to close early because of my dad's other business because they are having christmas dinner so I me and my brother have to follow. My mom and me left the shop first. First thing I did when I reached home was to play the computer. After that, I took a shower qand got changed into the dress that I wore for dinner dance. The dress is black with pink flower and there's a pink ribbon to be tied for the waist. When I finished bathing I didn't realised my brother and my dad came back. So both of them went to shower. Once we were all dressed up, my dad drove
to the place that the dinner is held in. When we arrived, we were then seated. We were served a three course meal which had to chose from three different dishes that were are choices. It was getting breezy, so I had the coffee that was supposed to be served later and drank it because it was cold so I would be warmer. I ordered a cafe latte. While waiting for the dessert, Anne and I decided to go for a walk. Went to the park that was walking distance. We talked for a while and then guess what happened? These two skaters were like being posers and showing off their moves(me not trying to look down on skaters...I really do like skaters but not posers), they were so annoying, which kept me and Anne laughing. We then decided to go back because the dessert should already be served at the table. I had a peach triffle, half way eating it I realised that waws like alcohol in it. I would have eaten it but it was way too strong for me so I gave my dad. But when I was eating it, I accidentally knocked my coffee and it spilt on the floor, luckily it only landed a little on my brother's jeans but not his new shirt that he was wearing...if it happened I would be like,"dead now". So i decided to excuse myself, so did Anne, we then went to sit seperately from the others which was really close by. We talked until like these posers( I think those two skaters started to walk closer towards us) so me and Anne decided it was time we should be going back to the adults. On thwe way to the table, both of us laughed at the posers. Then it was time for all of us to say good bye. I got Anne's number and vice versa. IN the end I was happy and I met a new friend.

Yesterday, mom woke me up at 8am beacause aunty Ming Hoon wanted to go to see some pottery. Got ready and then mom drove all the way to Swan Valley . Stopped at the pottery shop but had to pass it because only opens at 10am. So mom drove to the Margaret River Chocolate Factory that is at Swan Valley. Tasted the chocolates but I preferd the dark chocolates. I had a chocolate milkshake to drink while they talked. AFtwer that mom droved back to the pottery shop. Saw lots of cute things but I saw this piggy bank shape of a pig face, the snot is a giant cork screw...so cute. Mom bought a pot made of raka(not sure what it is but I think it's a method of making),tea pot, lamp and a rose scented. I prefered the teapot. When we finished mom brought ask to Subiaco because I pestered her to get beads for me to make wire beaded butterflies.

Friday was the last day of the three days workshop offered to the year 10 students. Anyway the workshops were interesting and fun. I really enjoyed thatre sports the most. Yesterday during one of the craft activities, I mad a wire beaded butterflies. It was really pretty and it took me quite a long time to finish it. I am so glad ai finish it because it shows that I have the skill to do something different. Today we had a free sausage sizzle and a free can of drinks during lunch. I enjoyed the whole three days of the workshop and I would like to do these kinds of things again.

This week in school there wouldn't be many year 10 students attending school on wednesday. thursday and friday because most of the students are going on a peer support camp for next year when they are looking after the year 8's and also the volleyball will be in Melbourne for their volleyball competition. So that leaves the other half of the year 10's at school. We don't have lessons because not many students are in school but Mrs Corrick has organised for us to attend workshops, activities and electives that interest us eg. christmas cooking, making a glider... The workshop I liked the most is theatre sports. It is when you act but you have to improvise it on the sports. It's so funny and interesting and in the future, I decide to participate more activities that include theatre sports.

Yesterday I had dinner at Nathaniel Yeaks place. It was kind of fun but a little boring because there weren't any people my age group only people who were younger. My mom cooke pork ribs which taste quite nice but not as good as Kim Kim's. There was also lamb curry, beef stew, chicken soup and bee hoon. What I loved the most was the desert. I ate mango. It was super sweet. Nathaniel taught me how to eat mango with the skin on it. I didn't really like it because it was sour. Anyway after that, me shannon, kylie and Nat played dai ti(big 2). It was so fun, I won once. After that I played scrabble with shannon and hannah while kylie and Nat played the game called speed. Much later we all returned home.

Yesterday after church there was water baptism. Tim low and Alvin were baptised. I was so happy and excited about it. I gave Tim and Alvin CDS because they got baptised. Me planning to get baptise next year. Had dinner in aunty Doreen's place. Had a lot to eat. Met Alethea, her parents were invited to the dinner. I had heaps of fun.

For the whole of last week. My cousin Joel and his mom, stayed at my place after their trip to Mandurah. His brother Ivan and his dad went back last monday. His mom, has been cooking for us fot the whole week, which means that my mom has more time to relax. Life has been much more fun since my cousin stayed over. We did crazy stuff and fun stuff like playing the computer and working in my parents hop. I think I will miss him a lot as I am staying in Perth while he is staying in Singapore. Anyway he left this morning while I was still in bed.

Yesterday at photography, I developed a bunch of photos. In one of them was Tim with pastor Hock Cheng. I developed 3 of it because i had to give one to Tim and pastor Hocks, the other one, i wanted to keep it. After photography was lunch. I couldn't find Tim, so i asked his friends and they said that he was in the gym training for volleyball. I quickly went into the gym. I watched a bunch of year 10 boys play volleyball. It was interesting, anyways Tim is the setter of the game, i think he is the most important player on the field because, he sets the ball to the other members of the team which then scores against the opponents. After the volleyball training, I went up to Tim and i gave him the photo that i took and developed. I think he liked it a lot.

On wednesday, I brought a bag of food for the can appeal donation. I feel all good inside because I did a good deed. On tuesday morning, I went to prayer meeting but when i reached there, i saw Debbie, Tim, Andrew and Monique waiting at the steps. I asked them what was going on, they said that nobody is here for the preayers and the room is locked. We all then decided that, that tuesday prayer meeting should be cancelled. Once it was cancelled, Tim and Andrew went to the shops as it was early to be in school. That left me, Debbie, Monique and Yan talking. I was like complaining because we didn't have the meeting. In fact i could have slept in instead of coming to school early as i was tired.

Anyway, a week ago i was not feeling well meaning i was sick. I didn't go to school for two whole days. I had the cough, sore throat and i had a runny nose. Yeah...i missed my S&E speech but i have to make up time for it to do it. Me also so nervous for tomorrow because me, Caitlin and Alester are going to cook the recipe we decided for our food assignment. Not sure how it is going to turn out.

Anyway...on saturday i attended my cousin's birthday bash at her house. It was so cool and fun. I met her friends that she hangs out with, i also got to know her friends more. There was heaps of delicious food to eat. It was heaps fun. I also borrowed my school's digital camera. I took pictures of people at the party. It was so cool and nice. The cake was nice as well but i didn't finish it because i was way too full to eat finish. Much later when most of the guest left, we as cousin's gathered in the living room and talked and told funny stories.

Anyway here goes the continuation from the last post. The movie i watched was called Shall We Dance. It was so nice, cool, funny and i love the music. After that we went back to my place. I took a shower when i reached home. After bathing, che che Jac blow dried my hair. We took a long time to curl my hair because her curler was way to small for my thick hair. We decided to take little buts of my hair one at a time to curl. In the end, she managed to curl my hair. She also help me do my nails meaning using nail polish. After all that was done, i changed from my home clothes to my dress that i bought from Temt. By the time when i finished everything it was about 6.30pm.

Guess what people? On friday was my year 10 dinner dance. Anyway on that very day, my cousin Jac decided to take me out shopping to lok for the dress i saw the night befor. You ppl wondering why i leave the dres till the last day...here goes, the dress that i wanted to wear was more suited for occassions in the day. Went to carousel to shop. I found a dress in Temt. The dress is black, it has a pink flower pattern and a pimk bow. After that we went to Jeans West. I got this baggy shorts from there, anyway che che Jac paid for it with her discount card. Walked around the place to look for stuff. My cousin bought a pair of shoes from Soul Outlet. After all the shopping, we bought tickets to watch Shall We Dance staring Jennifer Lopez and Richard Gere. Before watching the movie, me and Jac went to have lunch at Hand's Cafe. After lunch, we quickly rushed to the cinema. One weird thing was that when we waited for the person to tear off the ticker, there was nobody there, so me and Jac thought that we wasted our money to buy the ticket because we could get in for free.

So sorry for neglecting you readers for the past few weeks and days...Why? Because my computer at home is screwed so i can't use the net to update and other stuff.

Today in the morning I had english tuition. After that I went to my parents shop to help them out because one of the workers have to leave early. I think we reached there l2.30pm. In my parents mshop, I work as a cashier. The takings(earnings) wasn't good. Went home at 6.30pm. Had bah kut teh soup with rice for dinner. After that I ate a chocolate icecream.

Today is boring. I helped my aunt with the prune cake she made today. It taste so nice and yummy! I guess I have to learn how to make it because I like it a lot. Anyway, today is also my cousin Sean's birthday. Happy Seventeen Birthday Sean!!! Yesterday during science, we did something different from other days. Mr Bun gave us crossword puzzles to solve while there was loud music playing. He wanted to find out which condition we work better in and what distracts us. At the end of it, my eyes already cross eyed and I was crazy because of the music, so that make me sing throughout the next class. It was soo fun!!!

I forgot to mention something. The other day, I think it was Monday. I gave Bibiana her present that I bought from the Body Shop. It only cost $9. After that she lent me two manga books that she borrowed from the Riverton Library. One of it is called Kare Kano and the other one is called Marmalade Boy. Out of the two mangas, I like Marmalade Boy the best.

Anyway, i haven't been updating much. First thing is that my aunty from Singapore is now here in Perth taking care of her son which is my cousin because his exams are drawing near so my aunty is here to supervise him and takeing care of my familly. Today I didn't go to school because I am feeling sick. I stayed at home.

Yesterday was like the best day of this week because, I went to Harbour Town to shop with Jennifer and Yvette. Me so naughty because I didn't have enough money so I borrowed Yvette's monoey. Guess how much I over spent... I think it is $88. I got scolded from both of my parents. Anyway I worked in the shop, so I think my parents cooled down. I hope tomorrow I can go shopping with Junee. I not sure whether I can go because of yesterday's incident. I won't use other people's money again and I don't think I'll over spent. I wish and hope I can go out shopping tomorrow.

Me boring, so boring got nothing to do. Anyway I am all excited for tomorrow because I am going shopping with Jennifer at Harbour Town but first I have to work in my parents shop for a while then my mom will drive me there to meet them. Today in the afternoon I was looking at another skin/template for my blog and I used it. It is the marron 5 skin/template. It is so nice.

Sunday after church, I didn't follow my dad back but I followed uncle Rick to his place because they had to get something to bring to aunty Ivy's place because, all of us are having lunch in aunty Ivy's place. While waiting for uncle Rick and his wife to get ready. I went into Junee's room with her. She allowed me to borrow 4 of her magazines and she also let me use her deoderant because I didn't want to smell because they have a dog and also I didn't want my new jeans to smell. We watied for about 10 mintues I think. After waiting, we left the house and went to aunty Iv's place. When we reach there, some of the boys were playing basketball. Firstly somebody prayed before we ate. Then we ate rice with ikan bilis, chicken and bbeef. After lunch, we had worship which then lead to the testimony of uncle Peter and aunty Dorean on how they became christians and the difficulties they faced in their family. It was very touching and interesting. After their testimony, everybody prayed for them especially me. After prayers we sang 3 more songs. when that was over, we had the deserts. Yummy!!! Yum!!! The food was delicious!!!

Mxpx Rocks!!! I like their songs!!!
Here goes the lyrics of 2 of the songs from Mxpx



RESPONSIBILITY

I don’t want this responsibility
And don’t use me because I don’t agree

Why lie, do or die?
Why lie, do or?

Responsibility? what’s that?
Responsibility? not quite yet
Responsibility? what’s that?
I don’t want to think about it; we’d be better off without it

You think I’m so simplistic
I’m onto you and your tricks

I’m still young and I’d like to stay that way
’cause growing up won’t make everything okay
I’m still young and I’d like to stay that way
I’ve got a voice and I’ve got a lot to say
I’ve got a lot to say. . .








You Found Me

Thought that I was- was a goner
Everyone had written my life off
Dreamed about better days
and hoped that I could make it happen somehow
Someone please -please help me
I'm dying from the inside out
Come to find out God loves me
Come to find out I was not alone
You found me - you found me - you found me...
Regeneration, a new sensation
the rebuilding of my broken heart
I've put my faith into action
I've got a clean, a brand new start
The more I seek, the more I find you
It seems the wonders never cease
How can I ever re-pay you
Help me Lord to see just what you say
You found me - you found me - you found me...
Empty dreams, hollow schemes
Don't get trapped into the things of this world
you'll find out like I found out
Hey! They just won't fill your life no!
You want life - Real life?
Then let Jesus find you like He found me
You found me





Enjoy this lyrics!!!

Yeah... Me soo happy!!! Why? It is because today I went out to Carousel with my cousins and my brother. Che Che Jac bought me a pair of jeans from Jeans West... I am soo happy because it is my first pairs of jeans! It is soo cool!!! Anyway, with my own money I bought 2 sweaters and a skirt, which together cost only $50. Soo cheap eh because it was like on spring sale. After shopping, we all went to watch a movie. The movie we watched was Wimbledon. It is soo funny. Guess what...in the movie I like 2 people. First it is Peter Colt's friend and I also like the Ball Boy. Soo cute and handsome.

Yesterday I decided not to go out. SO I stayed at home and watched Slam Dunk. After watching I surfed the internet. I had instant noodle for lunch. Then I watched Slam Dunk again. Nothing to do...Soo Borring, should have gone out. Around 6.30pm, mom came home from the shop. She then brought me to Garden City because my aunt and cousin was there. Went eto walk and look at stuff. Nothing interesting to buy. So we went to Carousel. Also walked around in Carousel. I bought a boost smoothie drink. So yummy!!!

Yesterday, went to my parents shop. Anyway I helped out in the shop and also my aunt and cousin from Singapore came for holidays also helped out in the shop. Saw Jia Leh working at the shop. He say it's his first day working. Never see him working soo hard. Me always disturbing him by talking to him when he working. My aunt supposed to go out lunch with her friend but her friend forgot. Her friend only came to the shop to pick my aunt, my cousin and me around 2pm. Her friend took us to a cafe to eat lunch. Shared lunch with aunt. After that we went to Harbour Town to do shopping. I couldn't find anything good there to buy. When finished, we then went to Subiaco to buy cakes, after buying cakes we went into Susan to look at clothes to buy. mY aunt bought me a stripy pajama pants. Soo nice. When finished shopping, we went to my aunt's friends place. Had tea there. The cakes were nice especially the straberry one. WEnt back to the shop. Had dinner with the whole family at Golden Century because aunty Mona and uncle Bob, both going back to Malaysia. What a wonderful dinner.

Yeah...So happy!!! Why??? Because it is the start of my 2 weeks holiday break from school. Anyway yesterday, my cousin, che che Ann and che che Sarah planned to go watch a movie with me and my brother in Southlands. Had no transport to go there. So my cousins Ann and Sarah after painting their house at Leeming walked all the way from Leeming to Soutlands. As for me and my brother, we also had to walk from our house which I think is about like a 5-10 minutes walk but the most annoying thing was that my brother kept teasing and annoying me by making up this walking game. For example, I had to walk ahead of him but if I fall behind him, he will count up to 30 seconds for me to catch up and be ahead of him he threatnened me if I was more than 30 seconds behind him, I can't watch the movie, he won't take me to the royal show sand stuff similar to disturbing and threatening me. Reach Nando's because that was where we are suppose to meet my cousins, che che Ann and che che Sarah. Was complaning to them what happened, they said it was good exercise. After that Sarah paid for our tickets to watch the movie Dodgeball. Went into the cinema, was surprised to find that seating behind us was che che Sarah and che che Ann's parents were watching the same movie as us.

Today I didn't go to my parents shop to work. Just didn't feel like it. Instead I stayed at home. What did I do??? Nothing really except "waste time"...just did some science worksheet but still haven't finished. I should have done more...I got heaps of stuff to catch up on like english homework, S&E assignment speech overdue but got extension until monday then on tuesday got to do extended answer on it, got science test to revise, got maths test to revise on, both test on thursday, got to cook on wednesday-still not sure what to do for presentation, CBA can't cope with it because I still don't understand and stuck on it, library english work TOAD way overdue but working on it slowly because that cause a lot of marks for english, not really sure about the other work...been not that good in work this term...not sure why? Anyway, my cousin's Ann and Sarah came over, they bought pizzas, had to make fried rice while they were watching Starsky and Hutch with my brother. I finished cooking but missed the first bits of it. After that movie we all watched 8 Mile. Yeap...enjoyed myself tonight really did. I hope there will be more of this in the future!!!

Oh yeah!!! Yesterday was such a good day because had a barbecue in my cousin's house but I forgot to call Esther on her birthday to let her know that I couldn't make it. So delicious the food that we ate last night. Yum Yum!!!

I don't want to run away from problems in my life. No matter how hard or difficult it is. I just want to stand up! I want to learn how to fight for what is right! Not just cowardly running away, hiding from problems as though I don't have any. I want to learn...not hide... If I do I will try my best to be courageous. I'm sick of hurting myself and others. I need courage! I need friends who can encourage me! I don't want to be the same old same old person. I want to change for the better!!!

This week not that good been feeling down coz I don't feel like talking about it. But today is like the best of the week. Went for PDL tonight at the lighthouse. It was awesome. Got a word from the youth pastor. It really encouraged me a lot. After that uncle Henry picked me, Raphael, Jennifer and James up to go to his place. We had supper there. Yum so nice the mango gummy sweet. So addictive, I ate a lot of it.

Haven't been updating for such a long time. Been busy. Last saturday, there was this huge youth event called Adrenalin. I went there and enjoyed myself. Nothing much really happened.

I am so angry and annoyed at my mom and at myself. I am so stupid. I slept after school and I missed my math's tutition. Mom found out and then she ban me from going to the last social of the year. I threw this huge temper at my mom but she didn't let me attend. I am so dissappointed and embarrassed at myself for behaving really really badly. It's so unfair. Life is unfair!

Guess what happen to me after school yesterday. I brought the wrong house keys so I had to wait for my cousin sean to come home. While waiting I weeded the back garden a little bit. After that I fed the fish only to dicover that there was a dead duck in the pond. So I called the next door neighbobur to help get rid of it for me. So sad to see the dead duck. I think it died because it got choked by the overgrowing algae in the pond. Disgusting...a dead duck? What is it doing in there? Anyway mom will be back from Singapore around midnight or later. Dads picking her up.

I arrived in Perth early morning around midnight. So tiring got to go to school have to sit for s&e test and a maths test. Double whammy today. First is I got not enough sleep then I have test then I heard from my group that they kicked me out of their group because I wasn't in school for the whole of last week, they think I didn't want to be in their group so they finished the group assignment without telling me what to doa nd they left me out that means I got to do the assignment by myself. I think it will take me very long to do it, at least I got extension. So stupid...So annoying...

I have been very busy for this whole week. Firstly I am not in school, I am in Singapore now because my grandfather passed away. He passed away on the 23rd of August and I only arrived in Singapore the next morning. I will be going back to Perth on the weekend. It's so nice and sad to be back in Singapore. I miss my grandfather a lot because he is a man with a big heart.

WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW WE FEEL.
WE ARE EVER SO GRATEFUL FOR THE WONDEROUS THINGS YOU HAVE DONE AND PROVIDED US.
WE LOVE YOU!!!


Can't write much now...will write later if have time.

Today woke up at like 9am. Had a shower then changed got ready to go to my parents shop to work. Left the house at 10am, went to Southlands MacDonald to buy bacon and egg muffin for breakfast. After that mom drove us to the shop. Started work at 10 something close to 11am. Me..Working is packing the groceries in plastic bags while mom is cashier. My brother replenishing the stuff that's gone, my dad restock stuff and he takes out vegetables that are nearly finish and there's this helper who is also helping my dad to replenish the vegetable stock by presenting it and getting new ones. I work until like 3pm something, then I ate sausage roll that I brought from home. Like after that mom drove me and my brother to my cousin's house cause I wanted to do work and I also wanted to get out of the shop. At cousin's house didn't do any research. I asked my brother to burn music cd for my friend. Read my book there and fell asleep for awhile. When woke up ate greentea ice-cream. Then continued to read book. Went back to the shop after that. Mom bought pizza and then she and me went home while my dad and my brother had to close shop.

I just finish bathing at 10pm. Soo refreshing. Earlier at 6pm I made fried rice for my family cause my mom was busy working so there wasn't anybody cooking that's why I made fried rice because it is soo easy to make. Watched the olympics just now...Watched diving and indoor volleyball. Was pretty good anyway...Planning to watch more later. Today at school, not that bad. BUt bad in english cause I didn't talk in class cause I haven't decide what issue to read on and review. Soo troublesome.
Me going to change blog template!!!!

Today in school not that fun because Bibiana and Nurul weren't in school because of Linc excursion. So lonely...Anyway during form we didn't have maths cause of healthy connections. The topic they talk about was relationships, all kinds as in friendship, love, boy/girl...also there were clips of video so funny because the video clips were of Ben Stiller.
Nothing else happened lor...just boring day at school!!!

I've been watching loads of tv recently because of the Olympics... So interested in watching artistic gymnastic cause I like it. Haven't been doing s&e assignment, I got no idea what to do. Nurul and Preetha done loads alreday I haven't done a single thing on it. Got to do my food assignment, not started yet, also got to chose recipe. Kind of in a daze in school. Lost too many times that I can't even like express what is on my mind. Anyway i am struggling... Have to give it all to the creator, who loves me even though people think I am different, weird, stupid, dump, whateva... I gotta trust him no matter how hard it is.

This song is one of my favourite songs to listen



Failure To Excomunicate - Reliant K


It's the principle
it's the issue that your principal would dismiss you.
Because you don't fit into that all-American Box.
That coffin created for creative thought.
It's disgusting his priorities
And how we're entrusting him with authority.
His gavel's gone down before he looked in your
heart. He finished this race(ism) before he reached the start.
Jesus loved the outcasts.
He loves the ones the world just loves to hate.
And as long as there's a heaven, there'll be a failure to excommunicate.
The world just keeps you at an arm's length.
Every week you work up the strength to fight the flames that are hurled.
Let your faith shine right through.
You know it's the world
versus Jesus and you. It's disgusting, their priorities.
And how we're entrusting them with
authority.
Their gavel's gone down before they looked in your heart.
They finished this race(ism).

Me currently doing my photography assignment. Anyway I am having problems in maths. Today we had like a mini test and I didn't do to well in it. So bad, I didn't even answer the questions. I got to study and do homework but don't know why I don't want to do. Anyway the mini test was just a feel for the teacher to know what problems we have before the real test in a weeks time. In s&e currently doing geography...I am lost in it cause I find it difficult to read grid maps and I got not much confidence in myself. The other subjects is ok...not too bad but also not that good.

Yesterday after church was soo good. Had like this freshie welcome thing. Where people cook food and share and get to know each other better. Anyway I didn't really talk to people much because I was eating a lot. Normally I think to this person called Jennifer. She is soo good to me cause I can like relate to her.

Today, me out the whole day. Firstly woke up around 9 something, had to clean a little bit of my room cause it was messy, anyway still messy though. I used the internet at like 10 something to do assignment but instead I used it for msn and email. At 11, aunty Lai Ying came to our house to deliever something to promote in our shop. Went to Southlands shopping center. Bought some food stuff in Action. Then after we went to the shop. I helped out but I more than a hinderance then a help. Left the shop around 3 something. Went to my cousin's house to do my homework and assignment but I still haven't finish it yet. At least I finish my maths homework. Ate dinner in their house...And so this what happened to me today!!!!

Haven't been online recently. Last night at crossfyre...my youth group. We had an awesome time together praising and worshiping God. The best thing is that the speaker was Clement...This guy is soo awesome especially he is still only in high school...I think his like 1 or 2 years older then me.

Ok!!! Haven't been updateing for a long while now since I went back to Singapore. Haven't been feeling well either. And I aslo havew this problem with my self... When I can't handle something...I just like leave it out and pretend that nothing's wrong and I go all quiet. I not sure how to face it...But somehow I manage.

The school holidays have gone by vry quickly. School's starting on tuesday. Here's a quick update of the 2 weeks of holidays.
1st Week...Went to a youth church camp. Super awesome. Songs were great. Speakers were excellent.
2nd Week...Went back to Singapore to see my grandfather because he is not feeling so good. I went shopping. Bought some new clothes, went out to eat the food that I missed. Nothing much by the way. I didn't get enough time to contact my friends. So most of the time stayed at aunty's house.

hey peeps...haven't been blogging...back last sunday going back on sunday. Update few days later.

Hey people...me haven't been updating cause I have been away. Just came back from camp last night. Camp lasted from 13-16 July. Camp is soo awesome especially the speakers like Jurgen Matthesius, Melissa McCudden, Chunky G, Brock Tamasi...etc...We stayed in a 4 star resort. Awesome man!!! Soo powerful... Talk more about it on my next post.

Yeah...haven't really told much to you ppl reading out there. I think last week, there was this new girl in my s&e class. She come's from Singapore and also she is currently sitting besude me. I forgot to mention that on wednesday, during lunch time break I was at the library. They were giving away free raffle tickets for the free poster give away. Anyway, the ticket I had, got me a poster of Avril Lavigne. Last period of the day was s&e...I knew teacher giving away certificates. What I didn't know is that the certificate he gave out to the students of the class... I was shocked to hear him call my name to receive it. I got out of my seat(a little clumsy, knocked into another chair) shook his hand and congradualated me. Yeah!!!... This day rocks...!!! I got rewarded!!!

Yeah!!! Only 2 more days of school to go. Anyway, on thursday I have to hand in my subject selection form. I still haven't decided what subjects to do for next year. Tonight after school got to discuss with my mom. I feel good and glad. next Tuesday I will be going to youth camp. Nothing much has been happening in school. "They" now don't really disturb me as much as they use to. I only know a few of my grades, still haven't gotten back the rest. Will be getting it on friday.

Thank you cuiling for helping me change the template. Today me tired because, last night I slept so late. Slept at 1.30am because i was watching tv since dinner time. Me hope don't fall asleep in classes....

Yeah!!! So very happy!!!!.... Next tuesday, I am going to a youth camp and guess what...We will be staying in a resort. Cool eh!!!

Any way I can't wait till the end of friday, school ends on friday. Got 2 weeks off.

Me so excited...Why??? OK last night, at 8.30pm me, my bro and cousin was at southlands shopping centre. We went there to watch a moive called Spiderman 2. Spiderman 2 is so cool, exciting, interesting and there is more fighting(action). Some of the scenes were funny. I enojyed it so much that it hooked me to watch the next spiderman movie when it comes out.

Yeah!!! Today kind of good and bad. The good thing is that during lunch I saw my friend from another school in my school. I remembered she said on sunday that she will be in my school on thurdsday because of debating. I talked to her and showed her the room that she was suppose to be in. The bad thing is that those people were annoying. But I listened to Cui Ling's advice....thanx...it was such a help.

Yo!!! Wassup!!! Ohh! So nice...my friend's mother made her chicken soup. I like it.

This morning during food lesson, we had coffee and sweet treats to eat. The sweet reats we ate was actually made a few weeks back and then it was frozen. Yum!! First time me try coffee...now so wide awake!!!

Thanks Cui Ling for the advice... Will try what you suggest. It's been going since the year started. So don't mind me being frustrated and angry having to tolerate for so so long.



trying to cope with the daily struggle of my life!!!

Hey people...I forgot to tell you that something good happened on Sunday. Went to church in the morning, then I saw "Chewy"(Cui Yang). Ohh!!! I didn't know he came back to Perth. Firstly, at the start of the year, he went to Melbourne to study. I was so excited and glad came back to Perth for the holidays. He will be staying for a month.


I'm so glad and happy...

I AM FREAKING MAD AT SOME PEOPLE!!!
Let me tell you the whole freaking story. OK! Today in freaking math's, a few bitchy, annoying, bastard, freaks disturb and tease me again!!! They tease with the usuall lingo they use. First is they make fun of me having a moustache. I don't think it is a moustache, it's more likely hair on my upper lips, then secondly they throw stuff at me. But today it is different meaning they added 1 more thing to the list. What they did today...First make fun of my upper lips, secondly they throw stuff, thirdly they say that this guy likes me and he wants to go out with me, fourthly they say that a guy that i met in year 8 in my school said that I went out with him and i freaking give him something(sex). Anyway none of what he said is true...I can confirm that it did not even happen at all... So FREAKING BLOODY IDIOTS, SPREAD A FREAKING BLOODY LIE MAKING ME SEEM LIKE A FREAKING DISGUSTING SLUT... I FREAKING CAN'T TAKE IT FREAKING MORE!!! IT SO DAMM HURTS ME I MEAN WHAT THEY SAY!!! THOSE FREAKING LIARS. I HOPE THEY FREAKING CHANGE AND MATURE AND GROW UP REGRETTING WHAT THEY DID TOO ME.

hurt...lost...confuse...upset...disgusted...reporting to you from "my heart"!

Me currently in the library during lunch time. Got nothing to do at the moment. I LOVE LISTENING TO THE REASON BY HOOBASTANK... Their songs are so cool!!!

Here goes the lyrics...

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you





THIS SONG ROCKS!!!

Oh No!!! This morning when I changed my blog template, I made a mistake. I put my friend’s links under my profile. Anyway, I have already changed the mistake. I hope I didn’t spoil it. The one I changed to is better because now I can see the writings on the blog. It is so nice. I like it a lot!!!

Ohh Yesterday after church we went to eat at parr village. I ordered beef hor fun with egg sauce...soo yummy!!! Anyway later in the afternoon we went to uncle george house for shannon's birthday party. I saw ben's new dog, it is a jack russell.

I am soo glad and happy. First thing is I passed my math's test and I got 28 out of 40. And yesterday night, my brother and me went to Southlands to watch Shrek 2 at 8.30pm. It is soo funny. I liked it a lot. Made me laugh till I was like "crazy". Found two songs in the movie that is nice, deciding to download it. Anyway, we should have ask mom to pick us up later because, when the show finished, we sneaked into another theatre, but we only heard a sentence of the harry potter movie. Both of us were tempted to stay and watch th emovie for free, but mom was already waiting.

Sorry folks, I haven't been updating my blog in ages because my internet at home is screwed up. Yep.. No ceel tonight!!! Yesterday the gas doesn't work So we didn't cook but we used the turbo grill. I feel like changing my blog...Currently looking at blogskins.

Tonight there will be cell at Debbie's house. I got to ask them for a lift home because my parents won't be able to send me home. After school today, I think I will make the packet jelly for cell. IO also got to chose what songs to sing in cell.

Yeah!!! I just printed out the pictures that I saved on the characters from the OC. Ohh!! So glad because now every tuesdays on tv they will be showing The Oc at 8.30pm. I heard it was a nice show. That means I am going to watch 2 hours of tv on tuesday.

Yesterday, my brother wen to watch Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. He watched the 9.30pm show. He watched it because me and sean has already watched it. Stupid internet. I can't even use it at home. THe internet is screwed.

Ohh!!! Today I had a math's test. I just finished it. I think it was average meaning it was alright. Thanks to my brother’s help yesterday. Also before the math's test like during lunch time I had to teach Bibiana what is tangent. She doesn’t even understand.

Ohh... I just saw a skin that I like in blogskin. It is a teddy bear but unfortunately it is no good as it is very squeasy. Gone is one of my friend. She is enjoying herself in HK.

I am angry at Zhong Hao again! It is the same reason as always. He is making fun of me. Guess what he said? he said"Yu Zhen You Are Hot!!!" If he says it again I am so gonna get him and kill him...(Not intentionally.) I am angry...

Ohhh!!! Guess who I think is handsome. Ermmm!!! Maybe Malfoy from Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. He looks so different now. He is taller, much more handsome, his hair is neat and in this movie he is really acting as a big WIMP!!! But anyway I still like him even though he acted like a wimp…

They are seriously pissing me off. They are so freaking annoying and freaking childish. Why am I the usual target to them? What did I ever do to them? Anyway they didn't spoil my day. In cba we made fun of Zhong Hao.

Ohh!!! During recess today I get irritated with those annoying people again. They keep on disturbing me for no reason. Why do they pick on me? Is it they like me? Are they racist?

Yeah!!! I am soo excited and glad because on Saturday I went out to the movies with my friends. We watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. I think the movie was great. I liked it but I think the previous two movies were scarier than the third. Three of the characters have matured. Ron has changed, he looks different so has the Weasley twins and Malfoy. Ohh!!! I think now Malfoy is much more handsome than last time but in this mocvie he is acting like a big wimp...

Me feeling good and feeling bad. You know why??? Bad because these 3 stupid and irritating people in my maths class keep on disturbing me and making fun of me. Everyday of my school days I get teased by them. WHy on earth would they tease me. I already tol mr Lucas about it. He said he will deal with it. Ihope they will get suspended or they will get detention. I feel Good because I got other friends to cheer me up when I am down.

Hooray!!! Yeah!!! The food that we made today was yummy except the curry. It taste soo horrible that I had to throw it away during recess. Ohh!!! The lemon tart which we served as desert is really nice...Yummy!! I think I am going to ask Caitlin Farrell for the recipe.

Yeah!!! Me yesterday also glad...also in a good mod because when I was walking home from school it was drizzling a bit and then I saw 2 rainbows in the sky. One of the rainbow was bright but the other was faint. I think it is a very good sign if there are rainbows.

Kind of a glad in some way or another. Finally got the after year 10 book.

Soo happy today. I got no school. I slept late last night but in the morning I somehow woke up the same time as I go to school. Weir dheh!! I know I shouldn't be awake at that hour but I managed to go back to sleep. Maybe I woke up early because the past few weeks I have been waking up at that time. Maybe my body id immune to waking up early.

Yeah!!! Just came back from a friend's place. Had a fabulous dinner there. We had udon..you know the sukiyaki...the japanese noodles with the delicious yummy soup. Taste soo great. Watched some anime on Ian's laptop. Watched Fruit Baskets...I thought it was pretty funny...I soo want to get it now...I want to get it when i go back to Singapore.

Yeah!!! I changed my blog template in school... Me soo happy...!!!

Hahahaha!!! Lalalala!!! Yippeee!!! Why am I happy??? I am happy because today is the last day of school for the week and on monday there is no shcool due to foundation day which means that I have long weekend off.

Finally...the s&e report is finished. I handed in to Mr Mac today and he said"well done!" Yeah!!! Whippiee Doo Dahh!!!! I got no homework today...!!! Soo glad! Me going to play, have fun and watch tv.

Me currently in the library for lunch. I got to use the internet to do something. At jewelry I improved on my twist bracelet. But I still haven't finish it yet. Yeah!!! I'm so glad because the s&e report is half done and I got helped from my englush tutor yesterday. I just added somebody on friendster. I not sure who it is at the moment. Me going to find out who.

Lalalala!!! In school today during form we had to listen to a talk by the people of TAFE, so that means 1 period of maths is wasted... Anyway I found the talk really good for me because at the end of this year I am going to leave my current school and go to another to school or I might go to TAFE. I heard something real good. It's about work experience. I haven't got any work experience yet. I think I want to because it my help me get more points to enter TAFE and it can help my studies if I want to go into TAFE. I might start to plan to work this long weekend which is this week. coz' the monday is a pubblic holiday. I still not that sure. During lunch I wentto see Mr Lucas and I asked him for the TAFE booklets to look at to help me in my studies for next year.

Ohhh!!! I just finished an english essay that was due last term. Soo bad I...I don't know why i don't do my work? Is it because it's too hard to do or is it because i am lazy or is it because i got no idea on how to do it? Anyway, I finished it. Yeah!!! Can hand it in tomorrow.

Ermmm...Talk about yesterday's barbecue. Yum! Yum. MY family was invited to my cousins house for a barbecue. I brought the butter cake I made earlier. We left the house at 5:40pm. We reached there at 6pm. I watched tv for awhile on their cable fox tv. Went to Jac's room to ask for new magazines but she was on the phone. I looked at the magazine rack. I found three new magazines to read or bring home to read. While reading one of the magazines, guests arrived. It was uncle Johnny with his wife Annie and there was uncle Johnny's mother, aunty Irene and aunty Irene's mother. They talked for a while. NO w ready to start barbecuing the food. My uncle did a display. He like made the fire soo big. We gathered and prayed for dinner. Then we set down and started to eat. There was steaks, chicken, salad, lamb cutlets, lamb fillets, garlic bread, roast meat. Fruits we ate longans and for desert we had my butter cake. After dinner, I went into the tv room to watch tv. We watched law and order criminal intent. After that we went home.

Yo! Yo! Yo! Wassup people. Guess what I did? I am in a happy mode because I made butter cake and it came out very nice. It's soo yummy!!!

Yeah!!! Me so excited. Me finally chosen the two careers to research on. Only now got to take notes, then after that got to write a report. Do you know how to write a report??? I don't... How am i going to write it?

La di dum!!! I'm like preparing/ i mean studying for my maths test which is tomorrow...I don't think I am really ready for it yet. Me dreaming away!!! I was like looking at the posters that I have collected from the magazines i got. Me going to ask Bibiana whether I can have her poster if she doesn't want. What to do...I still haven't chosen what the 2 careers that are of interest to me. I got to do it fast because i need it tomomorrow.

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I just finished 1 of my homework. So now only got 6 more to go...!!!

Me currently doing the science research on contraceptive methods and Seually transmited diseases. I still haven't finished it but had the whole of last week to do in the school library. I didn't get much information on it. Too Bad... I got to finish it by this weekend and I have to make a poster on sexually transmited diseases. I can't really be stuff to do it. Some more I am working alone. Nobody wants to work with me. And anyways I don't really like my science class.. Cause I don't really like like the people in my class. They are the people who are loud, playful, makes fun of other people. I can't really relate to them...as in talk to them so I always like work alone. No choice. Actually I wanted to go to another maths class. But I don't have the guts to tell my teacher.

Me still got the s&e assignment to do. I still haven't chose what career I am interested in. What am I going to do???

Today in school not to good. Cause it was raining then got to eat in the corridors which is so crowded. I didn't rally eat today as I was not hungry. But the day didn't really turned out to bad. My mom picked me up after school because in earlier in the morning i told her to pick me up when it's going to rain. I was like kind of shock when she called my name to pick me up because i was like late...and i think i was a bit embarassed cause some of my friends were waitng for their parents to pick them up. I watched tv for a while then i had a nap before dinner.

Ohh!!! Me kind of not feeling too good. Because of the weather.... It is now starting to turn cold. Was freezing this morning..I heard from someone that it was like 4degrees celcius... No wonder i was freezing!!!

I'm so happy!!! You know why? I've been waiting for a long time before the food excursion missed a few lessons because of the excursion. During recess we had to put our bags in the food class. Met Cheryl, we went to the front of school together. Caught up with our friends who are also going. Had to wait in the cold weather for a while. Had to tick off our names before we boarded the bus. Once we reach there, our teacher told us to behave before we entered the restaurant. For entree I chose Traditional Fish chowder, for main course I chose Lamb Cutlets in Filo Pastry with Caesar Salad. Before desert we had a tour in the kitchen. And then for desert I ordered Chocolate Muffin I couldn't really decide what desert to chose I actually thought of having Coffee Mousse instead, but I didn't. Ummm!!! So delicious and very full after that. Had to wait for the bus to take us back to school but it was delayed. Reached school, a couple of friends in the same class as emdecided to walk for a while before going back to class.

Shucks!!!! Today i had an in class essay in s&e. I think it was kind of hard. I'm not really use to writting an in class essay. I think ii did pretty well considering the last time i did one i haven't finished but this time i finished it.

I saw the video clip of the 40 hour famine by world vision in church today. I decided to take part in it this year. After church i went to see Sarah to sign up for it. It's for a very good course. This year world vision is helping out the Tanzania people suffering from the drought. I still not sure which one to fast from . Either from food or technology.

I don't think i will pass for the in class essay tomorrow. I still don't have any notes.