Wow I'm already week 6 in Tafe, time flies so fast!
I've handed in assignments and I sure have to change my priorities.
I should not be doing the assignments on the last minute making me sleep at 4-5am in the morning, not good for my health.
The lecturers are all mainly nice and helpful except for one who is a bitch.

i am feeling sick and very tired.
can't take it anymore, this restlessness.
this, just this in general of this mediocre life.
i feel so blehh, ugly, disgusted.
don't want to be don't want to be living like this.
don't want to be don't want to be anything like this.
don't want to be don't want to be so empty.
don't want to be don't want to be, don't want to be don't want to be...

yet again I've failed myself.
yet again I've failed other people.
am I a failure?
I don't think so and I know someone who says and believes that I am not a failure but some part of me says yes.
it's just the voices in my head.

Hey guess what all?
Tuesdays are the worst days of the week for me.
The lecturer is boring she doesn't know her work to teach us, she is repetition and speaks to us as if were children.
Another bad thing is I stay for extra classes after that.
I'm sleepy through out the whole day in school.
The subjects are super hard and too wordy to understand.

Bahh I've still haven't done my assignment and is due in first thing in the morning on Monday.
It's actually quite straight forward and easy to do but I can't be bothered am currently having a migraine and I'm sleepy been procrastinating on this assignment since mid week last week.
I so need to go shopping and reward myself for being to pay attention in class.
Need to go for a shopping trip very very soon!
I'm also currently listening to Bollywood music on last fm radio very bored at the moment.
Last night was a success for the Mask night at Hui-Fu's house yesterday.
Sinead brought her friend Michelle, the usual girls were there but a lot of them were missing as well.
So happy that I didn't break out in hives/rashes since my face is super sensitive to cosmetics or make-up or even facial wash stuff.
I brought refreshments there, I made a chocolate cake which is the instant one and also some filo pastry with cream cheese and other things in it and it tasted delicious yummy!
All in all it was a fun night where we got to know each other more!

So fast 2nd week of Tafe has past already.
Already have quite a few assignments to work on and hasn't started on them yet.
The first lot of assignments are due in by week 5.
Have yet to go to the GP to do a medical check up for the work placement for childcare.
So excited for tomorrow night.
My cell is having a Mask night, ohh lots of facials and excited girls!

Gosh I hate my big rash on my leg.
It's been there since the weekend and it's not going away.
It's so huge and ugly.
I should really look after it.

Hey all, first week of Tafe has already past for me am currently studying Child Care.
So far it's good and interesting, the lecturers are all pretty nice I think.
Slowly settling in to where I'm studying, has to figure out public transport to and fro from home and school.

Wow not long more to go before I go back to Perth.
Israel has been great and also Istanbul has been great as well.
Will have to update sometime later, no time now!

Oh what a past week, have been sick for quite a bit.
Went to Margaret River Chocolate Factory, Caversham Wild Life Park and Iron Bark Brewery as a cell outing only 6 people turned up but oh what fun it was!
Currently back in Singapore on the way to Vietnam and also on the way to Isreal.
Exciting month ahead!

Currently now am feeling sick in the gut and I think only I know why.
My head freaking hurts think I'm having a migraine right now.
My bones ache, a bit shortness of breath.
I've decided to get fit which will be beneficial to my health.

Wow it's been ages sinces I've updated.
Attended my brothers gratuation ceremony.
Lots of students and familiar faces, happy families and lots of photo taking.

On Monday Perth had experience a Hail Storm like never before in over 50 years.
Thank goodness I wan't caught in it.
It caused major damage all over Perth.
Hail Storm the size of golf balls damaging cars and houses and causing public transport to be delayed.
Streets were flooded, some parts of UWA got destroyed.
What a catastrophe.

Anyways the past week or so ago had pretty much been great.
Caught up with all the cousins, played with my nephew and nieces.
Saw my nephew that came over from Melbourne.
His name's Josiah and his such a cutie pie, I'm going to miss him now.
Slept over again at a friends place.
Packed my luggage for my flight back to Singapore!
I KNOW IT'S WAY OVERDUE BUT...
GUESS WHAT I'M IN SINGAPORE NOW!!!
Left Perth at around 9.40pm on the 6th.
Arrived close to 3 in the morning on the 7th.
Aunty Ann picked me up and we went to have supper because I was freaking hungry because of travelling by Tiger Airlines.
Saw my niece Leanne for the very first time.
She's sooo adorable!
Anyways too tired to blog anymore will tell you all next time!

This year festive season seems to be really awesome.
Had Christmas lunch at my Aunt and Uncle's place.
Cousins from Melbourne came down.
Then time to open the presents because of my lovely niece Kimberley who couldn't wait any longer.
Pretty much got a cup, and insulated artsy cup, lindt chocolate, nail polish, lip gloss and a Tee-Shirt. AWESOME MUCH?
After that watched a movie called Poker King, hilarious Louis Koo.
Had left over dinner after that and then we all walked to see the award winning christmas lights that was pretty near by.
Headed home after that.

Yesterday I watched Avatar 3D with Elaine and her brother.
OMG Avatar is so awesome some more much more awesome with 3D.
After that headed over to Tessa and Sonia's place.
Stayed over at their house yesterday and it was awesome!
Played the board game called The Game Of Life, haven't played it in like forever.
We also played card games and just chatted.

Anyways one thing I forgot to mention is that work at Subway which was monday was good apart from humilating myself infront of staff and customers.
Lol I thought I pointed the sauce bottle at the sub but in the end it landed in my eye because I pointed it facing towards me. LOL>_< ! Also injured myself by scraping my finger on the metal counter above and now there is a scar on my finger.

Toodles for now.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! =)

Time is moving on so are people but why am I still stuck in that midst of time?
I know I'm part of something big but yet I can't see that I can't feel that or I can't grasp it.
I know it's within my reach I know I have to live life everyday but I just can't get into it the way I use to, it's somehow slipping away slowly.
At present for me life is mundane.
So many questions, so many experiences, so many I guess I'm just out of touch.
Will just have to leave it as it is for today and to stop worrying because it doesn't get me anywhere.

Currently listening to Westlife's new album and it's so good.

No More Heroes
When the waves are crashing down
Pulling you to sorrow
I will sail you back to shore
When there are no more heroes

Over under, near or far
I'll be right beside you
Standing here with open arms
When there are no more heroes

[Chorus:]
And through it all and through it all
When you're tired and you stumble I will carry you
When starlight falls, my love will guide you home
[ Westlife Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
You'll never be alone
When there are no more heroes

It was you who showed me how
Brought me back to glory
Through hopelessness and darkest days
It was breath you gave me

[Chorus:] (3x)
And through it all and through it all
When you're tired and you stumble I will carry you
When starlight falls, my love will guide you home
You'll never be alone
When there are no more heroes

When there are no more heroes...

Earlier today had to buy the drinks for flo's birthday tmr.
So crazy was buying so many drinks and people were like staring.
Had to tell them the truth and also felt really bad stripping the drinks off the shelves from Coles.
Gahh can't stand it my hair is falling out so much! Arhhh!!!

Anyway it's been a while but I can't remember the details of the remaining North Trip but will probably post pictures up some of them.

North is Beautiful.
Went up north pretty much the first week of the holidays.
Didn't really have much time to travel/visit places but visited a few.
Broome was pretty, cable beach Sunsets were lovely.
Zendus Restaurant(not sure how to spell it) was really good because of Armin and whose not to forget Noodle Fish.
Where the adults couldn't find the restaurant they thought it was an Asian restaurant and went to every Asian restaurant near that vicinity and then they finally asked a Chinese lady where the restaurant is.
It was located at a corner that is secluded from the other restaurants really quiet. When it came to taking orders being my mom she asked the guy whether they had Noodle Fish and he was like joking with her describing what the dish is and he was like sorry we don't sell that and we were like laughing.
Food there was good especially not to mention the delicious dessert. Yummm Panne Cotta and others that I can't remember now.
Can't really remember what really happened throughout the whole trip.
After Broome passed by Port Hedland to get to Exmouth.
Did some touristy spots at Exmouth can't really remember what they were but I'm pretty sure we saw the Lighthouse there and a creek or something.

This song reaffirms me that I should continue no matter what even if I don't feel like it and I know that I can't do it but I think I can still try.