Life Of Zhen

2010-08-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

Wow I'm already week 6 in Tafe, time flies so fast!I've handed in assignments and I sure have to change my priorities.I should not be doing the assignments on the last minute making me sleep at 4-5am in the morning, not good for my health.The lecturers are all mainly nice and helpful except for one who is a bitch.

2010-08-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

i am feeling sick and very tired.can't take it anymore, this restlessness.this, just this in general of this mediocre life.i feel so blehh, ugly, disgusted.don't want to be don't want to be living like this.don't want to be don't want to be anything like this.don't want to be don't want to be so empty.don't want to be don't want to be, don't want to be don't want to be...

2010-08-11T21:41:00.003+08:00

yet again I've failed myself.yet again I've failed other people.am I a failure?I don't think so and I know someone who says and believes that I am not a failure but some part of me says yes.it's just the voices in my head.

2010-08-05T01:21:00.003+08:00

Hey guess what all?Tuesdays are the worst days of the week for me.The lecturer is boring she doesn't know her work to teach us, she is repetition and speaks to us as if were children.Another bad thing is I stay for extra classes after that.I'm sleepy through out the whole day in school.The subjects are super hard and too wordy to understand.

2010-08-01T16:17:00.002+08:00

Bahh I've still haven't done my assignment and is due in first thing in the morning on Monday.It's actually quite straight forward and easy to do but I can't be bothered am currently having a migraine and I'm sleepy been procrastinating on this assignment since mid week last week.I so need to go shopping and reward myself for being to pay attention in class.Need to go for a shopping trip very

2010-07-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

So fast 2nd week of Tafe has past already.Already have quite a few assignments to work on and hasn't started on them yet.The first lot of assignments are due in by week 5.Have yet to go to the GP to do a medical check up for the work placement for childcare.So excited for tomorrow night.My cell is having a Mask night, ohh lots of facials and excited girls!

2010-07-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

Gosh I hate my big rash on my leg.It's been there since the weekend and it's not going away.It's so huge and ugly.I should really look after it.

2010-07-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hey all, first week of Tafe has already past for me am currently studying Child Care.So far it's good and interesting, the lecturers are all pretty nice I think.Slowly settling in to where I'm studying, has to figure out public transport to and fro from home and school.

2010-06-13T02:09:00.002+08:00

Wow not long more to go before I go back to Perth.Israel has been great and also Istanbul has been great as well.Will have to update sometime later, no time now!

2010-05-09T02:06:00.002+08:00

Oh what a past week, have been sick for quite a bit.Went to Margaret River Chocolate Factory, Caversham Wild Life Park and Iron Bark Brewery as a cell outing only 6 people turned up but oh what fun it was!Currently back in Singapore on the way to Vietnam and also on the way to Isreal.Exciting month ahead!

2010-04-19T01:11:00.002+08:00

Currently now am feeling sick in the gut and I think only I know why.My head freaking hurts think I'm having a migraine right now.My bones ache, a bit shortness of breath.I've decided to get fit which will be beneficial to my health.

2010-03-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

Wow it's been ages sinces I've updated.Attended my brothers gratuation ceremony.Lots of students and familiar faces, happy families and lots of photo taking.On Monday Perth had experience a Hail Storm like never before in over 50 years.Thank goodness I wan't caught in it.It caused major damage all over Perth.Hail Storm the size of golf balls damaging cars and houses and causing public transport

2010-01-08T01:37:00.002+08:00

Anyways the past week or so ago had pretty much been great.Caught up with all the cousins, played with my nephew and nieces.Saw my nephew that came over from Melbourne.His name's Josiah and his such a cutie pie, I'm going to miss him now.Slept over again at a friends place.Packed my luggage for my flight back to Singapore!I KNOW IT'S WAY OVERDUE BUT...GUESS WHAT I'M IN SINGAPORE NOW!!!Left Perth

2009-12-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

This year festive season seems to be really awesome.Had Christmas lunch at my Aunt and Uncle's place.Cousins from Melbourne came down.Then time to open the presents because of my lovely niece Kimberley who couldn't wait any longer.Pretty much got a cup, and insulated artsy cup, lindt chocolate, nail polish, lip gloss and a Tee-Shirt. AWESOME MUCH?After that watched a movie called Poker King,

2009-12-16T23:07:00.003+08:00

Time is moving on so are people but why am I still stuck in that midst of time?I know I'm part of something big but yet I can't see that I can't feel that or I can't grasp it.I know it's within my reach I know I have to live life everyday but I just can't get into it the way I use to, it's somehow slipping away slowly.At present for me life is mundane.So many questions, so many experiences, so

2009-12-03T20:05:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to Westlife's new album and it's so good.No More HeroesWhen the waves are crashing downPulling you to sorrowI will sail you back to shoreWhen there are no more heroesOver under, near or farI'll be right beside youStanding here with open armsWhen there are no more heroes[Chorus:]And through it all and through it allWhen you're tired and you stumble I will carry youWhen

2009-09-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Earlier today had to buy the drinks for flo's birthday tmr.So crazy was buying so many drinks and people were like staring.Had to tell them the truth and also felt really bad stripping the drinks off the shelves from Coles.Gahh can't stand it my hair is falling out so much! Arhhh!!!

2009-08-13T23:27:00.011+08:00

Anyway it's been a while but I can't remember the details of the remaining North Trip but will probably post pictures up some of them.

2009-07-13T13:26:00.007+08:00

North is Beautiful.Went up north pretty much the first week of the holidays.Didn't really have much time to travel/visit places but visited a few.Broome was pretty, cable beach Sunsets were lovely.Zendus Restaurant(not sure how to spell it) was really good because of Armin and whose not to forget Noodle Fish.Where the adults couldn't find the restaurant they thought it was an Asian restaurant and

2009-05-31T20:14:00.001+08:00

This song reaffirms me that I should continue no matter what even if I don't feel like it and I know that I can't do it but I think I can still try.

2009-05-31T02:02:00.001+08:00

I have to make a big decision in this coming week.Am still praying about it.Not quite sure what to do about it.I'm going to sleep.

2009-05-28T01:47:00.002+08:00

I'm such an idiot had a shouting match with the mother earlier today.Argghh gosh just don't know what to do with where I'm headed.Should I just quit or should I just continue with the course?I always mess up.I want something new.I want something to be accomplish.It's wearing me down.

2009-05-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

Life's pretty much been up and down good and bad.I worry about the littlest things and making it such a huge thing which doesn't really matter.BLAHH. BLAHH. BLAHH.So it goes.

2009-05-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

Gosh I'm not satisfied.

2009-05-21T01:19:00.002+08:00

Excuses and only excuses that's what I know.and it's aching me this life I lead.I want to just run into your arms.I don't know what I'm doing anymore.I'm messing up other people's life as well.What is the problem in the first place?Not happy not happy.I don't even understand.

2009-05-19T00:40:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired with all the assignments.It's draining me and I don't like it.Someone please Help Me!

2009-04-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - Already GoneRemember all the things we wantedNow all our memories they're hauntedWe were always meant to say goodbyeEven with our fists held highNever would've worked out rightWe were never meant for do or dieI didn't want us to burn outI .. didn't come here to hold youNow I can't stopI want you to know, it doesn't matterWhere we take this road someone's gotta goAnd I want you to

2009-03-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

I'm not to sure of things as of this moment.Should I be in a relationship should I not?Been struggling in this for a while am still seeking.But for one thing I'm sure of this is my heart's cry no matter how bad or how wrong it is at the end of the day.Having learnt from enrich last friday about yearning.I am yearning for love and friendship and I'm not sure how to go about that.I'm sick of it all

2009-03-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Fabian's 26th Birthday last week.At Vic Park at some pub/restaurant.The food there was not bad and reasonably priced.Also last week was the first time for me exercising for a long time.Exercised with a group of people at King's Park Jacob's Ladder.Pretty tiring after that felt sick for a while.Anyways on Saturday went to watch football match at Burswood with a few people after that

2009-03-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

Where am I headed?Where am I going?At this point of time I have no clue at all.Just doing the usual which doesn't really satisfy or mean anything.Life should be a breeze but it's so damn confusing and complicated.What have I done right or what have I done wrong.Without much guidance or help along the way.Am I to selfish or did I just walk the long and hard way the difficult path which should

2009-03-05T07:43:00.001+08:00

I'm extremely happy today because first up Tafe called me and told me that my wallet is safe with them. All my cards are in it except for money. Thank God and yes I believed that he has kept it safe for me. Will be collecting it today in the late afternoon.

2009-03-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

OMG I'm in big trouble. I didn't realise I lost my wallet until after dinner.Sob my Singapore Identification Card is in it. Man am so going to call up Tafe tomorrow because if it's lost then it's very troublesome because will have to report a lost Identification Card. Will take a long time for the processing of a new Identification Card.

2009-02-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hey There Delilah1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!4. I’m not tagging anyone because I’m just doing this for being bored.IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?Put Ya Money Where Ya Mouth Is! - OasisWHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?Still in

2009-02-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

Footprints in the SandOne night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see

2009-02-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

Got this from Hannah Choo's livejournal...***********FOOD-OLOGY***************What is your salad dressing of choice?Caesar dressing.What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?Hmm actually don't have one.What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?Maybe Spaghetti.What are your pizza toppings of choice?Personal choice would be mushrooms, chicken, mozarella. What do you like

2009-02-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

Arhhh I so miss my brother since his been gone for a very long time!Been reading the book that my dad has passed me it's called The Shack.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Shack

2009-02-04T19:35:00.002+08:00

First day back at Tafe today was ok had only one class.Was a bit late I guess but then again didn't mix with the group.My eyes hurt, hy head hurt must be the weather.Having an off day tomorrow as well yeah!

2009-01-31T04:51:00.002+08:00

Bigger expectations of me this year.Wanting to learn more and opening up more to people around me.Going to learn more General Knowledge.Learning how not to be fake.

2009-01-28T17:12:00.002+08:00

A very belated posts. Flew back to Perth on my birthday!Anyway to top things up! Festivities in the air.Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa CaiAlso Happy Australia Day!

2009-01-19T01:41:00.003+08:00

Wow this past weeks have gone by fast and what I'm flying back home to Perth on my birthday. What a way to spend my 20th birthday alone and on a plane. Celebrated my birthday with my cousins yesterday at Dempsey's La Forketta

2009-01-08T01:44:00.003+08:00

Things done in the Summer so far...*Malaysia*Attended a Wedding*Hanged Out with the Cousins in Malaysia*Ate good Malaysian Food*Met Joni*Met Yu Win and Kimberly*Playing with my Nieces and Nephews*Shopping at One Utama and The Curve*Travelled Back to Singapore on New Years Eve*Spend Time with the Aunties and Uncle's*Aunt's Birthday at Marina Mandarin*Met Up with Hong Yi, Emerald and Pearl*Met Up

2008-12-22T06:34:00.002+08:00

Had the most awesome time during the weekend.Florence stayed over on Friday night after droping Bec off and drove me home.Made avocado shake to share with Florence.Hmm watched My Sassy Girl but didn't finish it because it was getting late.Showed her family photos of me and Yu Min. Heheh was hilarious.Talked for a bit as well.Then on Saturday we decided to go city but the plans changed as we were

2008-12-17T23:06:00.003+08:00

It's draining me this feeling, this time, this emptiness.It's been way too long.If I could I would change things that I've messed up really badly.The opportunities and chances that I've missed or even stop trying.The friendships, the what to do and what not to do.The what to say and the what not to say.The how to act and the not suppose to act.This uncertainty is just a period or should I say a

2008-12-13T01:13:00.003+08:00

Lots of things hav been gone on for this week.Firstly my grandfather passed away on Tuesday.Didn't even see him before that (so sad).Aunt and Uncle from Melbourne flew down on Wednesday.Jennifer and Florence came down to my place on Thursday and we hanged out watching Bollywood movie of Shahrukh Khan (omg hmmm!)Attended the funeral on Saturday.

2008-12-06T12:57:00.002+08:00

Haven't updated in a while so here goes.Attended Aaron Tan's Farewell/Birthday Celebration.Attended Angel's 21'st 1920's Theme Party.Anyways will post up the pictures when the internet is not so laggy.

2008-11-19T11:10:00.003+08:00

Woo Hoo it was the first time in a very long time since I've been out of the house.Met up with Cassie in the city at Borders. Finally bought myself Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. After that went to 78's Records and JB Hi-Fi bought some cd's as well. Then came home after that. Had massive headache the entire time I was at home. Just realise that she should have gotten the original copy of Twilight

2008-11-12T11:41:00.003+08:00

Last night was the first time that I tried baking Pineapple and Carrot cake.It wasn't a success but it is still edible I guess.

2008-11-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

You are my strength when I am weakYou are the treasure that I seekYou are my all in allSeeking You as a precious jewelLord, to give up I'd be a foolYou are my all in allJesus, Lamb of GodWorthy is Your nameJesus, Lamb of GodWorthy is Your nameTaking my sin, my cross, my shameRising up again I bless Your nameYou are my all in allWhen I fall down You pick me upWhen I am dry You fill my cupYou are

2008-11-05T02:46:00.001+08:00

I've compromised again...Sold myself short.stupid stupid me...

2008-11-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

Relient K - Pressing OnI think we're going somewherewe're onto something good hereout of mind, out of statetrying to keep my head on straightI think we're going somewherewe're onto something good herethere's only one thing left to dodrop all I have and go with you.Somewhere back there I left my worries all behindmy problems fell out of the back of my mindWe're going and we're never knowingNever

2008-10-29T08:39:00.002+08:00

Yes I can be extremely selfish and unlreliable at times.I can be extremely rude and inconsiderate to other people.I never experience many things because I don't try at all.I think I may be afraid of many things that's why I'm stuck in this comfort zone.Haven't dreamt BIG for a long time.I'm such a noob...

2008-10-27T02:25:00.002+08:00

Just one word.Complacency.

2008-10-19T21:32:00.001+08:00

Hmm somehow in the last few days or so I miss my gong gong a lot. Don't quite no why.

2008-10-10T10:44:00.002+08:00

Last night I baked for the very first time in a long time.Baked a butter orange cake for cell tonight hopefully it taste good.Pretty much decided that I should bake more today to try out new recipes and stop idling and wasting time.

2008-10-01T15:31:00.003+08:00

Anyways I've decided to change my layout because of everything that's been happening in the last few days. I've decided to get a fresh new start/out look on things that are to come and things that I will be facing. Camp was awesome I guess even though I didn't feel much of it but deep deep down inside I know something good was deposited. The theme song was Amazing Grace and yes now I know the

2008-09-24T11:46:00.000+08:00

"Hallelujah"Well I heard there was a secret chordthat David played and it pleased the LordBut you don't really care for music, do ya?Well it goes like this :The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major liftThe baffled king composing HallelujahHallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah...Well your faith was strong but you needed proofYou saw her bathing on the roofHer beauty and the

2008-09-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

Arhhhhh why can't I freaking act my age for once and why can't my mom just live it be. Why can't I be who I want to be but why do I want to live in the shadows... Why can't I go back to how it was. 5 years has gone and pass what have I done really? Why can't I just...too much avoidance. Why can't I...There's so much freedom and there's so much more worth living for. I so need a happy pill.

2008-09-03T23:10:00.001+08:00

Whatever You're Doing - Sanctus RealIt's time for healing time to move onIt's time to fix what's been broken too longTime to make right what has been wrongIt's time to find my way to where I belongThere's a wave that's crashing over meAnd all I can do is surrender(Chorus)Whatever You're doing inside of meIt feels like chaos but somehow there's peaceIt's hard to surrender to what I can't seebut

2008-08-27T12:46:00.002+08:00

What's been up with my world for the last month?Went back to Singapore for my Cousin's Wedding.Missed my enrollments for Tafe so that means I have to find a job.Spent time with my cousins from overseas who came down for the wedding.Lots and lots of eating and also durians.Went to Vietnam, saw some of the historic sights there like Cu Chi Tunnel, The Unification Palace.Saw a Third World Country

2008-08-10T03:37:00.003+08:00

Been in Singapore for a while already.Attended my Cousin's Wedding which was spread out over 3 days.Was good seeing relatives and cousins who came from The UK.Caught up with them and enjoyed their company.Been eating lots of local food and a lot of Durians.Going to Vietnam early in the morning today!Wooppiee can't wait.Didn't enrol for this semester of school which means that when I get back to

2008-07-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

About time to update what happened over the holidays.Been living in my new place which is situated at Wellard.Florence came over to help me unpack some of my things and she slept over as well.Went shopping for my cousin's wedding which I will be attending this weekend.Helped out in the Winter Olympics for children's church.Had a babysitting job the other day without pay.Danson and Florence stayed

2008-07-04T01:12:00.003+08:00

WHAT IF...what if I myself am preventing myself to being who I'm suppose to be?what if I myself know what I'm doing wrong and don't make any changes to it?what if I myself don't know how to just be myself?what if I myself am afraid of standing up for myself and being who I'm suppose to be?what if I myself am already not obeying the law?what if I myself am wasting to much money and time on

2008-06-27T02:32:00.002+08:00

Cried for a bit last night.Frustrated about my situation.Not knowing of what to do next is a scary thing.Been running on empty.Wasted so much precious time.Countless times made my mom angry at me.I don't even know what is real anymore.Need to be refresh on the inside and outside.Bahh my eyes are hurting already to much depressing talk.On a lighter note, tafe is almost over for the

2008-06-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

Rescue - SeabirdI'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were rosesI feel like I'm drowning but nobody knows itI'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were rosesI feel like I'm dying, just want you to noticesomehow the grave has captured meshow me the man I used to bejust when I feel my breath is running outthe earth moves and you find me, alive but unworthybroken and empty, but you don't carecuz you are

2008-06-24T22:45:00.007+08:00

2008-06-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

Who Am I - Casting CrownsWho am I, that the Lord of all the earth Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave

2008-06-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

Prodigal - Casting CrownLiving on my own, thinking for myselfCastles in the sand, temporary wealthWalls are falling down, storms are closing inTears have filled my eyes, here I am againAnd I've held out as long as I canNow I'm letting go and holding out my handDaddy, here I am againWill You take me back tonightI went and made the world my friendAnd it left me high and dryI drag Your name back

2008-05-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

Tis been a long journey been picking up bits and pieces together which I've left out for a long time.I am used to the same old routine but in the matter of fact it's pointless and useless and doesn't really benefit that much.Why can't I just leave it all behind me.Be the one I'm suppose to be.I can't go back in time to change my past mistakes.Been living in the shadow of my mistakes.Who am I?Who

2008-05-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

I don't have a bed to sleep in because my dad moved it to the new place.So currently I'm sleeping on the couch!Pretty much been busy with assignments that are due this week and tests that are this week as well.Housekeeping work placement will start next week for 2 weeks on a Tuesday.I'm not quite enjoying my course.Countless times I just want to give up on it but I have to finish it even though

2008-05-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

It's 1:05am and it is raining now and I am making a post.On Friday was ONE which is a combine gathering between Fyre and Agape.I volunteered to help Adrian with cooking French Onion soup.The worship was awesome, I haven't felt like that in ages.The message got me thinking about somethings anyways the food was so delicious.French Onion soup with toasted cheesy bread on a cold night that sure

2008-05-05T19:07:00.002+08:00

I got to get back to the basics.I got to get back to the foundation.I got to get my priorities right.So many got to's and no action.I've lost sight of my vision somewhere along the line.I've been circling and circling around the same type of problems and infact it's making me tired.I want to give up but I can't!I have to give it all to the one who loves me the most but I do find that

2008-04-04T00:24:00.001+08:00

Was just thinking of something then this song popped into my head.Forgetting what lies behindSetting our hearts on the prizeAlways keeping our eyes on our Lord Jesus We’re running the race to winAll the way to the endLaying down every sinThat would seek to hinder us ChorusAnd we’ll be faithful to our callingFor You are able to keep us from fallingAnd in Your promise, we will

2008-04-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

My heart hurts.Both emotionally, physically and maybe even spiritually.Maybe I should start eating healthy and keep fit by exercising.Maybe that's why I get headaches often and feel out of breath lately and also can't concentrate properly.Plenty of times I put on a don't care attitude and act all blur but in fact I'm lost in thoughts somewhere and just need to talk it all out.I'm still undecided

2008-04-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.That's how I feel sometimes.It comes to the point of my life that what I do now doesn't make much sense.I want to go back but I can't so just have to move forward.I know I am accepted and loved by people who care for me and Jesus but somehow it doesn't click.There's so much more to life.The joy of the lord is my strength.

2008-03-17T23:19:00.004+08:00

What I feel sometimes!I can honestly say that I'm not a true friend!I left my high school friends without saying anything or sharing anything about myself or problems face through the past x amount of years. So sorry!I've been living in the days of the past while I should be enjoying life in the now.Anyways today was an ok day.In tafe passed my monitor work operations test which in fact I did

2008-03-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

Frustrated at my ownself.Lost in my own way.Looking for ways out but there's perseverance in there somewhere.Only know how to disappoint my family and make them angry.Pretty much keep everything in and not share with anyone.Been doing that for the past x amount of years.Don't even know what my future will hold for me.Old habits die hard.I underestimate myself!ARHHH!!!

2008-03-02T15:36:00.005+08:00

What a glorious day yesterday. I attended Joslyn and Joseph's Wedding!Congratulation to both of you may this journey bring you closer to God.After the wedding we went to Heathcote to take pictures and then we played cricket.I think I got sun burnt a bit so can't be bothered writing.

2008-02-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

Just finishing the fourth week of Tafe. Lots of assignments and a lot of the work is getting harder. Missed out on movie night on Tuesday because of the morning's events. No more hopping and aimless wandering around. I want to change for the better. Life is not about worrying I should live life with joy and spent quality time with friends that I care about. It's been far too long that I've kept

2008-02-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

Year 2008, a new year, new beginnings, new hope, new friends! It's now already the 2nd last week of February. Time has gone by so fast. Currently into the 3rd week of Tafe and so far things are coming out smoothly. This semester units are somewhat difficult for me and also there is a lot of group work and assessment. Somehow starting from somewhere I need to communicate and relate to my friends

2008-02-04T21:07:00.001+08:00

Holidays are about to end! Been in Singapore shopping away, eating lots of food, catching up with friends and relatives. Gosh I've put on a lot of weight yet again.

2008-01-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

I've decided to start a new blog because it's been a while and I wanted something new to write on and also maybe it's time to look up and not pity myself to much.It's holiday time and I am back in Singapore.Time to enjoy and time to suffer. You know why suffer because when I come back my eye gets really irritated and itchy and it gets really red.The good thing is that I get to go out with

2007-11-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

Anyways friday was family cell bbq.

2007-11-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

Week 16 Tafe is gone. Only have 3 weeks left of Tafe. It's been really stressful with assignments and group work. I can't wait for the holidays! Yeah anyways this past week has been really hot. Over 30+ degrees, so hot until cannot stand! AHHHH I don't like it! Besides Tafe not much has been happening.

2007-11-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

Okayy haven't been updating for a long time now.I'm just going to post about my brother's 21st birthday.On sunday the 4th of november my brother celebrated his birthday at Hana BBQ with church friends, high school friends and family.I'll post the photos up another time because somehow the server seems busy and I can't upload any pics.Once again,HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY YU MIN ONG MY BROTHER!!!

2007-10-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

It's all head knowledge that I know that I'm loved just the way I am.But at times I just don't see it.3 years has passed.I've made promises and broken them.I've regretted so many things not being done.I don't even know who I am anymore.I'm losing interest in my studies it's not the same.Somehow I'm living a double life.I may be laughing and all smiles on the outside but on the inside I'm crying

2007-10-15T03:14:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging in such a long long time.Anyways here's some pictures from Florence's Birthday BBQ at Kings Park which took place a few Sundays ago.

2007-09-29T00:34:00.001+08:00

You Are An ESFPThe PerformerYou are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.While you get into relationships easily, you

2007-09-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

Midnight Hour - Running AwayDon't lie and say that it's OK.It's alright if, there's nothing more to say.So I'm running away.I'm leaving this place.Yeah, I'm running away.I'm running away.Don't tell me, I'm the one to blame.It's too late for you to make me stay.No, I won't stay.So I'm running away.I'm leaving this place.Yeah, I'm running away.I'm running away.And faster than you can follow me from

2007-09-26T09:41:00.000+08:00

Currently loving these songs at the moment.The Pretenders - I'll Stand By YouDelta Goodrem - In This LifeElisa - DancingAnyways I got to get back to studying which I have been procrastinating. Assignment which I have no clue on what to do. Test result on Friday I think I did not to good in it.On a lighter note I'm going to post up a few pictures.Adrian CookingAmy, Jen, Danson, SeijiMe &

2007-09-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

Another day goes by and still same old same old.Nothing new been happening.Wishing for something but have to work hard for it.Shouldn't be striving anymore.Not on my own strength but his strength.Not another day goes by with me having so many regrets.I've given up to easily and so many times.Just a little thought...Don't Give up!

2007-09-05T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hmmmhh I've just been thinking.This past few days I've been sleeping.I've pretty much not done any work.Been slacking heaps.Probably in a day sleep about 8 hours or less and also been on the net for way way too long.Hmmm yeah I should start studying.It just doesn't feel the same.

2007-09-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

Less then half way more to go.Only 3 months left and I'm still slacking.More than 8 weeks have past for Diploma but it all still seems blur for me.I have to catch up on my assignments that are due soon I think.Hmmmm I so not loving it!

2007-09-03T11:19:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so much better now.I'm recovering but it still hurts.The last few days I've been keeping myself in my room.Practically reading manga online.I should be studying but don't feel like it.

2007-08-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

Changed of layout. Feeling a little different.Hoping to starting a new within.Trying so hard not to focus on the negative.Look up to a BIG GOD!Trying to remember that I'm His PRINCESS and nobody can take that away from me.I'm currently sick at the moment and feeling pretty terrible.I'm not going to back down!

2007-08-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

Time and again you reached out to me.Looking past my faults you see my destiny.Your hand of love reached out to me and set me free.I will praise you Jesus all my days Sing of all your great deeds and your ways.I will love you now and ever more love so amazing I adore!<>Do I really mean what I say. Opportunities after opportunities given to me but yet I throw them all away. I don't know myself

2007-07-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

Here are some more pictures...The Simpsons set with Jon,Fabian, Florence, Amy & Me

2007-07-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

okok here are the pics from the girls slunber party at Amy Lee's place...Group shotFunny faces everyoneFlo plucking my eyebrowsBreakfast made by Drew

2007-07-26T22:15:00.001+08:00

So bored now so I just decided to post up a few pictures up to entertain you all...one big happy cellAnyways tafe started this week.So far all the classes are going good.First week already and I have like assignments and they are like all due in on week 3.Ahhhhh not fair!!!

2007-07-22T22:49:00.001+08:00

Pictures promised from the previous post...Strawberry DaquiriOriginal Ice with PassionFruit SauceDamnn Delicious...

2007-07-20T15:34:00.001+08:00

Update Update Update...Will put up the pictures another day when I load it into the computer!!!Wednesday the 18th JulyWonderful time spent with my cousin and my aunt and uncle and my kong kong.At 6.20pm my brother and me left the house to go to their place.I absolutely love their new place at South Perth.The rooms are really big and spacious.Ate a banana at their house while waiting for che che